How I leanred to love being called a sissy

I first started crossdressing in 6th grade with my mother's clothes and makeup and to my knowledge no one knew. Maybe my mother suspected something but she never confronted me. . When I went to middle school the next year I got bullied by another boy and some of his friends who decided I was a gay sissy. Every day he would seek me out and ask me how I like being a cocksucking sissy fa**got or whether I was wearing panties and a bra under my boy clothes. They would laugh at me while they called me all sorts of degrading names. They spread rumors that I was gay. At first I was totally humiliated and embarrassed by this, but slowly I started to like it. I didn't understand why at the time, but I always got an erection when they called me names. I never hid myself from him or his friends, but began to make sure they saw me every day to begin my verbal harassment. I craved the abuse because deep down I knew he was right. I was a sissy who craved men's cocks. Every day I'd go home and go in the bathroom, grab some panties from the hamper and put my mom's lipstick on and masturbate thinking about that boy and what he called me that day. I began to fantasize about being left alone with him and having him tell me to suck his cock. I imagined myself dropping to my knees and unzipping his pants and finding myself staring at his hard cum-filled cock. It excited me so much to think about him using me for his pleasure while he called me humiliating names. Even to this day I still think about it and wet my panties. If that boy could only see me now when I'm dressed. I'd let him fuck me in both of my holes along with all of his friends and treat me like the sissy slut I am.
Published by MonicaCD482
9 months ago
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MonicaCD482
MonicaCD482 Publisher 1 month ago
to Creno151 : I would love that!
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Creno151 1 month ago
Love that story, would enjoy telling you to suck my cock, and let me use you pussy for my pleasure.
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MonicaCD482
MonicaCD482 Publisher 3 months ago
to Baddaddy54 : Verbal humiliation is such a turn on for me.   I love being called degrading names and treated as a sissy fa**ot because that is what I am.  
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Baddaddy54
Baddaddy54 3 months ago
I started dressing at the same age. It was so hot. Now I crave for men to be extremely verbal as they use me for their pleasure.  The nastier the better I need the humiliation so bad to confirm what a sissy whore I am for real men. 
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MonicaCD482
MonicaCD482 Publisher 7 months ago
to RaisaCD : I *LOVE* being called a sissy faggot!!!
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RaisaCD
RaisaCD 7 months ago
I love your story! I get turned on by calling myself a faggot.
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MonicaCD482
MonicaCD482 Publisher 9 months ago
to BigIron17201 : What made you so horny? I reread it again myself and needed to rub my little clitty as I thought about 7th and 8th grade.  
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MonicaCD482
MonicaCD482 Publisher 9 months ago
to Vanessa718 : Thank you so much - that's so sweet.   Yes I survived the experience, but at the same time I really enjoyed it. 
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Vanessa718
Vanessa718 9 months ago
Monica more importantly you survived this experience with these bullies and your photos reveal a calm and confident person that has weathered the storm and dresses better even than some bio women ❤️❤️
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BigIron17201 9 months ago
Read this again this morning and now I am so freaking horny for you, you little slut  !!!
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MonicaCD482
MonicaCD482 Publisher 9 months ago
to BigIron17201 : It turned me on so much back then to be bullied by him.   I'd come home put my mothers panties on that I took from the hamper and jerk off thinking of how humiliated I was by him and his friends.  I loved every minute of it!
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MonicaCD482
MonicaCD482 Publisher 9 months ago
to BigIron17201 : He told everyone that my best friend got me pregnant.  
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MonicaCD482
MonicaCD482 Publisher 9 months ago
to BigIron17201 : I still think about him and what might have happened should have have gotten me alone somewhere.   I', sure I'd end up on my knees.  He was much bigger than me and I'm sure he had a nice big cock. 
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BigIron17201 9 months ago
I'll bet that there is a dammed good chance that today, that same bully would love to be using you as his sissy.   I know Daddy would !!!  
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