What was the first time you pleasured yourself?

I started touching myself around the age of 8 or 9. I realized that when I touched around my vagina that it felt good. I hadn’t really touched or discovered my clit yet at that point. We had an upstairs room that was unused because it was always boiling hot in the summer and fucking freezing in the winter. That room was full of junk. Old toys, old books and there were also magazines. Some of them were Playgirls (all 80’s era men which I’m not attracted to at all). I was more interested in the ones with girls (I am bisexual and have lesbian fantasies, but I do prefer men). The magazines with the girls in it had a lot of lesbian action in them which would make me horny, but being 11, I wasn’t sure how to sate the horniness so I’d ignore it. I did end up finding some sex toys in my parents room. I thought about trying to insert the vibrator that had a penis attachment . I cleaned it and tried to but obviously, I was too tight and I gave up. I didn’t realize that sex was more than just sticking a penis in a vagina. I also had no idea what and orgasm was or how to accomplish having one. I was working on a project with a friend one day and her parents were out. We went into their room to show me some stuff she had found. She found pics of her parents having sex, which would have made me ill if it had been of my parents. They had the same exact sex toy set that my parents had. She also found some porn videos in her parents closet. We put one on and in it, the lady was rubbing her mound (it was hard to see exactly what she was touching because the lady in it had a bush) but the lady in the video seemed to enjoy it. When I got home, I went into the bathroom and tried to mimic what the lady was doing and I realized it did feel really good. I then discovered my clitoris. I still didn’t really understand my clit’s function, and that its there just for pleasure. I’d touch it every now and then. I didn’t find out really about orgasms until I was 12–13. I would touch and rub my clit, but I was so impatient and would give up after a while. I knew what vibrators were, but knew I couldn’t buy one. I even went searching in my parents room for their sex toy kit, but couldn’t find it ( I discovered where it was months later). When I was 14, I got an electric toothbrush for Christmas and I got an idea. I went to take a shower and took my toothbrush in the shower with me. I decided to put it on my clit. I am really glad I decided to sit down to do it because I think I would have fallen if I hadn’t. It felt incredible and then it happened. My whole body tensed up and when the release hit me, I was in absolute ecstasy. I never used the toothbrush on my teeth. I then started to use a hairbrush handle to penetrate myself and it was amazing. An electric tooth brush was my companion until I was 20. My friend took me to a sex store for the sole purpose of buying me a few different vibes and dildo’s. I was a virgin until I got married at 28, but I masturbated constantly. My favorite ended up being a rabbit vibrator. I have a plethora of toys now.
Published by Persephone_Wood
1 year ago
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BiSappho 1 month ago
Beautiful memories of discovery
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divorcedmom2
divorcedmom2 8 months ago
I actually didn't discover it, untill an elderly neighbor man had me experience it, I have never stopped since,,,,lol
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LeslieLesbianLover
Loved reading this!!
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darissub
darissub 1 year ago
Getting real toys was so exciting, after years of using an electric toothbrush and anything else I could put in me
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oliverze
oliverze 1 year ago
I share some similar moments - kisses Judy (59)
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DeniedMan 1 year ago
At 8, found when i rubbed it it felt good.  Even as a kid i knew i should rub it like the clit it is.  Every night i would rub, till i fell asleep.  Got messy when i started to shoot, but it didn't stop me.
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Persephone_Wood
Persephone_Wood Publisher 1 year ago
to caitlincherry : I have definitely used an electric toothbrush on my clit since then:smile:
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caitlincherry
caitlincherry 1 year ago
Also Seph, have you ever been tempted to try a toothbrush again for old times' sake, or are your real toys just too good? This always makes me giggle more than it should: https://xhamster2.com/videos/nice-electric-toothbrush-6997034
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caitlincherry
caitlincherry 1 year ago
Haha thanks! I was paranoid enough about leaving little wet smears on the pillowcase, it must suck for guys when it's so much more obvious (although having raised a teenager myself you're probably right about your mum having a quiet proud smile). Seph, you had the right idea doing it in the shower :smile:
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caitlincherry
caitlincherry 1 year ago
I can so relate to the "maybe my classmates are doing the same as me right now" thing - such a turn-on! I went through a phase of looking around the classroom and thinking "does she?" "what about her?" then trying to imagine it when I got home. Of course now I realise pretty much everyone was at it, but back then it felt like a secret pleasure that I was lucky to have discovered.
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caitlincherry
caitlincherry 1 year ago
Loved reading this, your toothbrush sounds like the best Christmas present ever! Like you I remember touching and exploring my vagina from quite a young age, I guess it must've felt nice but I had no idea what to do with it - it was more curiosity, looking at in the mirror or having a giggle comparing with friends. At some point I noticed that having a pillow under me as I lay on my bed reading felt nice, so at night when the lights were out I would hitch up my nightie or pull my PJ pants down then put the pillow between my legs and rock back and forth. I was still totally clueless and that must've gone on for months, but I slowly realised that the more I moved the better it felt. Then one night when I was about 11 I was humping away and BOOM - seemingly out of nowhere this amazing feeling hit me and I lay there afterwards panting thinking "what was that?" and "how can I make it happen again?" It took a lot more practice but eventually I was getting myself off with the piilow almost every night. I was always paranoid about someone hearing me humping, so after a while I got the idea of lying on my hands and grinding my pussy against them instead which got me there faster. That's when I really started to focus on my clit, and by 13 or so I'd moved on to rubbing it pretty much like I do today.
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Hairyagogo 1 year ago
I was probably twelve can’t remember for sure but I can remember vividly the first orgasm I had although I didn’t know at the time that was what it was called. I had spent some time on the john and noticed that my penis was super sensitive and I can’t remember what compelled me to do it but I wadded up a towel and got down on my stomach and rubbed it against the towel and violà the pleasure was incredible! Plus mid orgasm my older brother started banging on the door saying he needed to go, I’m just glad I had the door locked! From that day on until I learned differently that was my “good feeling”.
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Roybi6874
Roybi6874 1 year ago
I remember finding my dad's old porno mags. Hustler, Penthouse and others from the 70s. I used to hide them in the vent duct in my room, but before that Id tear out and keep the Sears and JC Penny womens underwear pages. Id try to see if I could see nipples or the outline of thier pussy. I started masterbating when I was probably 11 or 12. I had thos big plush rabbit stuffed animal and When I would get hard from looking at the women in thier bras and panties, I would lay on top of the stuffed rabbit and wrap its thick hind legs around my penis. Id look over the edge of my bed at the underware pages spread out on the floor and hump that stuffed animal. It felt so good! I remember the first time I ejaculated I was like oh, shit! Oh, shit and was trying to stop it from happening. But of course I couldnt stop. It was like the head of my penis swelled followed by a pumping sensation in between my lages that caused me to tense up and cross my legs tightl as bursts of warm, wet, sticky liquid was expelling from the tip of my penis. It felt so awesome! There was my sperm all over the rabbit and my stomach and it had that strong chloride  smell. When it dried it was like hair gel on the rabits fur. Id take a hair brush and brush it out and then use it agan and again. Everytime I would masterbate like this, I imagined I was fucking and cumming in those women in the bra and panty advertising. I still masterbate and fantasie about that today when Im jerking off to porn on here!
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Sbkfuck
Sbkfuck 1 year ago
Wow! Thank you for sharing this. I was probably 14 the first time I woke up with my instinctively on my prnis and enjoyed what was happening. Health class was a waste of time. I learned more from sneaking into the magazines under my parents' bed.
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joeman1188
joeman1188 1 year ago
Probably about 8 or 9 when me and my buddy found his dad's playboy stash, didn't really know what to do with my hard on at that time LOL I was about 11 when I finally figured it out and shot my first load
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lakeguy77 1 year ago
Super HOT!  Love hearing about your experiences!
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Stephenhug22
Stephenhug22 1 year ago
For me started jerking off age of 22 and honestly it helped me understand that it's normal thing bcs I never did it was younger but I'm happy and proud enough to do it and still can't think about getting my nut on weekly/ night is my favourite time to do it and I'm 23 going 24 next year In 2024 ( also came out as BI which I never thought I could be but it's crazy to think that I enjoy watching both of them trans and solo stuff men and women 
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