First Time Playing With Another Penis

I have always thought that I was a straight male, and only interested in women. Well that all changed about 10 or 12 years ago when the wife lost interest in sex. So at that point I got into looking at porn sites and finally settled on this one, Xhamster. Spent the first year or so looking at mostly solo women. Nude on the beach, strip tease, masturbating, showering and such. Then somehow I started looking at videos of guys masturbating. Never was and still not interested in guy / guy sex, but masturbation and mutual hand jobs, on the beach, in the woods, back yards, and in cars were all getting me hard.
So over the years I started posting videos of me masturbating. A lot were and still are for me in parking lots. Its always exciting sitting naked in my window van masturbating my small penis, thinking about what it would be like to have someone catch me. First it was only females, but then it was like.... ok, anyone could catch me.
Then about 4 years ago I got a message from a local guy that was on here, and he commented on a number of my videos on how he really liked the parking lot ones and how exciting it must be to be out in public masturbating. In my early videos, I would always try to get as close to the front of the store as I can because more people would be walking by. Of course we cant do that now as we are not allowed to show faces of people with out their permission.
So this guy and I kept sending messages back and forth, and he told me that he had been with a number of guys, mostly in porn shops in the back where there were movies and glory holes when he lived up north. No such thing here in Naples Florida. Anyway, he kept saying how exciting it must be to play in parking lots. Then he started says that it would be fun if we both masturbated together in my van. I'm a straight guy, and had not really thought about masturbating with another man. Maybe one catching me in a parking lot and watching, but not joining in. This went on for 3 or 4 months about how he would like to try it. I finally gave in and we set up a day and time to meet at one of my local parking lots, way out away from other cars. He was afraid of getting caught if we did it close to the store.
When he got in my van I noticed that his cock was already out of his pants and it was already hard, and very small. He did tell me that he had a small cock, and yes it was small, maybe only 3" hard. We got in the back of my van where I had a couple low beach chairs. I started to undress, took off my shirt, and he said that he did not want to be naked, so I just un zipped my jeans and took out my cock. He also undid his shorts and we started to play with our cock together. I was pretty nervous, and it took a while for me to get hard. I kept looking at his small hard cock and it was just like in the videos, except it was live and I was there. All the sudden he reached over and took my hand and put it on his cock, and he reached back and took my cock in his hand. What a feeling to be holding another mans cock in my hand. Even tho it was small, it was really hard. It was a bit different holding a small one, but I did stroke him up and down and it was Great! And having another mans hand on my cock was cool. I don't remember actually feeling his hand on my cock as I was to interested in how his cock felt. We did this for a couple minutes and I felt like I was going to cum soon. I let go of his cock and got my hand back on mine, stroking it as I looked at his little penis until I shot my load. He made a comment about how nice that looked, and it did not take him long after me cumming, and then he came, a small dribble. It was so cool. We cleaned up, and he left in his car.
I drove around a little bit thinking about what just happened and the thought of his small penis and me touching it. I pulled into the local Walmart, took out my cock and started to masturbate again, only thinking about that small cock and how it felt in my hand.
The guy and I messaged back and forth, saying that we needed to get together again, and then there was nothing, he would not answer my messages. Guessing something happened.
Lots of guys I talk to here would love to join me in my van in a parking lot, but I cant seem to find any local guys that just want to masturbate.