Shouldn't, but I am here x

Yes I am married, 30 years, yes want to stay married.
No he doesn't know I use this site.

I'm a larger woman now, after 2 c***dren and 30 years of marriage it happens. I'm happy with me, god yes I'd love to have the figure I had when I was at 20 but not going to happen.
I have never been into porn, and sex life probably very boring compared to others on here, but did have some fun when I was younger.

I have spent couple of years just looking at videos on here, friend in drunken chat mentioned it on video-call during Lock-Down...yes it has taken that long to be brave enough to make an account, and have new laptop (mine not shared) so I have done it. Still unsure but see how it goes.
It was a curiosity thing at the start, watching sex I wasn't getting or enjoying, if even happened. But got taken down the 'rabbit-hole' once on here, and don't want to get out of that hole, just want to go further.

That's me hope someone likes me xxx