Older Women and being sissy- some musing part 1

As a lifetime lingerie slut I often reflect on what made me this way.Cerrtainly the proliference of older feamles in my life from a young age has shaped my interests.
Certainly in the case of underwear to peak my interest it must have the style and fabric form the 50's and 60's. Big Knickers are so erotic.The fact that an older woman in them allows for so much manouvering room to play with a cunt has to be a big bonus. Whilst these days my preference is for the shaved clitoris of a sissy, there is still an attraction to admiring the cunt of a woman,
I remember when in the last year of school and over the age of consent a girl in my class was sitting on a desk with her legs apart. Instead of the usual navy knickers she had thin yellow nylon panties adorning her cunt. They were of that crepe texture so often used in the 60's and her slit was clearly visible through the fabric.The sight of that lovely cunt will be with me always.
As you know from my posts the first woman to wank me off was 23 and I was 16. I think from that I was instantly 'hand trained'. Although I only had a small clit I spunked a lot and frequently in those days. The thought that I mustn't bareback a cunt because of pregnancy became something that made me enjoy pantywanking even more.
My first long term relationship was with a woman 7 years older than me when she was 31. She wasn't on the pill so we were very careful whenever we fucked. Always used a jonny and made sure to cum in it. Often I would finger fuck her to orgasm and she would wank me in the jonny until I spunked.
Later on she had a coli fitted. We used delfen foam with that . She had a lovely shaved cunt. I remember feeling the nylon wire of the coil rubbing my glans. Being still unsure about causing pregnanct I often used to pull out before cumming and we would wank one another off. Often I would make her cum with a dildo while I wanked off in a pair of her panties.
She once obtained a pair of her elderly mothers black french knickers for me and I would wear them and wank off inthem in front of her whilst licking her out. Eventually we parted but the thought of those big french knickers reamins in my memory as a very erotic episode in my life. Sady that sort of fabric is difficult to find these day.
Talking of knickers -directoire knickers are an unlikely but very arousing item to wear. Again elderly relatives wearing them in front of me has created a trigger of eroticism. The feeling of the fabric against one's legs down to the knee is very erotic.
Then there are long johns. I think I have mentioned my mother lending me her pair of mids blue clingy nylon long johns with white lace at the end of the legs. Old school nylon had a wonderful feel to it. This always resulted in my little clit stiffening adn dripping lots of pre-cum.
Talking of fabric - for me the sexiest feeling plain knickers are the full briefs made by Sloggi -especially the black or beige ones.
Another older woman of my acquiantance wore them and I loved fingering her cunt in them while she wanked me off against the fabric.
Well I hope this rambling post makes you want to milk your clit and I shall write a follow up soon when I feel able.