Fml and while im at it f k too

Yep so I came outta my house upset a little while ago looking for my phone and k came out here talking about you don’t gotta slam the doors and I was like fuck you I’ll slam whatever doors I want you don’t pay rent here so stfu …yea I hate my fucking life right now lol yea I know it’s all my doing but this is the reason I’ve got you little diary is so I don’t flip out and go postal on these MFs I haven’t been bitching about it everyday lately but it’s the gods honest truth I seriously wish I had never woke up in that damn hospital about 5 years ago seriously wish I’d just died lol it was soo peaceful until I woke tf up and then my damn life went straight off the rails seriously I hate being alive anymore I went from being a badass mma fighter, paratrooper, and a x college fb player to a fucking homo tranny lmao. Yes I hate that fucking word but it’s the best description of myself coming straight from myself. Little diary how’d I make such a mess of my life?!? Lol yea yea I know it’s always darkest right before the dawn but idc about the dark I’ve got lights and shit and hell I actually prefer the dark but dammit ima need something soon or ima take drastic measures lol no I’m not gonna kill myself… again… lol again I don’t even think it’s possible for me to die lol see how delusional and crazy I am lol I mean wtf just what the holy fuck!! On a side note I’m broke as fuck and need money hell I’ve got less than a dollar to my name and i work all day every day every single fuckin day lol sorry little diary I’m just upset and lashing out at the world on my blog but I’ll make it… hell I’ll be here for a LONG time(eternity) broke as a joke and angry as fuck about it lol see the title was absolutely appropriate FML