How I started objectifying and sexualizing
Thereās definitely some validity to those who point out insecurity: Iāve always, at least since I first started having sexual thoughts about girls, about sixth-seventh grade, felt more proud, happy, secure, whatever, when Iāve been around girls ( not being condescending or misogynistic: in sixth or seventh grade, I, along with the girls who were my friends as well as the subjects of my sexual fantasies/attraction were about 11ā12 years old. Itās just when it started, and certainly I enjoyed āKerriā and āJenāsā company, it was a definite bonus and no small coincidence that both were quite attractive,Kerri was nicely developed and submitted to having their breasts groped and the occasional hand feeling between her legs without much fuss, while Jen was tall and thin with blonde hair and blue eyes. I was embarrassed by not really having any pubic hair yet, and was relieved that Kerri, who did have what at the time I thought was a lot, let me touch her without having to show her. Jen was more forward, maybe from some other experience, and she let me see her naked, and watch her play with herself. When she wanted to do it together, I was still self conscious, but that neither of us had hair yet made it easier. They were my two best friends, we were inseparable, but, as different as they were, I loved seeing and touching their bodies. I didnāt think about going skiing with them, how much we laughed, or all our little secrets: I looked at their bodies and liked it.
Back then I was curious, but today, coercing her to take off her bra, making her satisfy your curiosity by forcing your fingers into her could have repercussions if the girl wants to let everyone know what happened.
Iāve put a lot of thought into this subject, and again, I agree that I do feel better going around with a woman who I find attractive. That canāt be unique to me, or even to men. I have my specific preferences, and a womanās physical attributes are the main factors in whether I find her sexually desirable. I truly love and respect women, and have had many positive role models in my life: fantastically intelligent and talented women, true pioneers and examples of the mightiest bravery. The most important part of any person is who they are, not what they look like.
That doesnāt diminish my appreciation of beauty: a fine painting or masterful sculpture bring joy for the superiority of their physical attributes. So it is with other physical things, like people. Iāve only had sex with a few girls who I didnāt really find all that great, just going through the motions, letting them do what they wanted. Iāve absolutely and without a doubt been used for sex by women. Some women may have wonderful relationships and be truly beautiful people, but just happen to have heard about or observed a unique physical quality that is commonly considered desirable, and almost always at least generates curiosity. Iāve never really been bothered by that.
Itās really just more fun to satisfy my sexual desires with a woman who looks good. I definitely prefer a more toned physique, and small breasts are usually more attractive to me, but Iāve certainly broadened my range, and have found satisfaction with girls who wear c-cup and d-cup bras. Both were younger than what some people might consider the average age for a guy of 50, but on a physical level, being in their teens was a benefit, their breasts were nice and full, and still delightfully firm and perky. Being younger and fit suggested that beyond the pleasure offered by being able to enjoy the stimulation provided by seeing their nice bodies, that the enjoyment taken by using them could well be better than someone older, who might not be as tight or as willing to let me do whatever I wanted. Certainly it must be true that a girl in her teens gets wetter than a woman in her 40ās or older. The combination of the visual stimulation of nice, smooth skin, firm breasts, and a tight, creamy pussy promise a superior orgasm.
Feeling the warmth, the wetness and creamy lubrication, and the tightness of pushing into a girlās vagina is a better sensation than masturbating. Not just physically, but mentally it is satisfying, more so if she has a good body. Using her mouth is very good, also- girls are often reluctant to be used orally, and thereās something nice about having her submit, to accept that sheās going to be used the way you want.
All that is really needed is that a girl looks good. Iāve used girls who I never spoke a single word to, never knew their names. It was purely for my sexual satisfaction.
A girl who I found extremely desirable but didnāt want to date me was completely able to give me pleasure. She was relatively inexperienced, very thin and petite, but with pretty nice size breasts. I often thought of her when I masturbated, and even had some opportunities to admire her body while pleasuring myself- after a few times, Iād let my semen shoot onto her- she always wore really sexy panties, and even now, remembering my thick, hot cum pumping all over her panties, splattering on her thighs, running down between her legs is exciting.
She would drink enough so that I could usually expose her breasts, even pull aside her panties, the sight of her perfect body fueling amazing orgasms.
Knowing her refusal to perform oral sex - ever- her mouth was an exciting consideration. I hadnāt done anything more than just press the head of my penis against the opening of her vagina so she could have my cum inside her, but parting her lips, feeling how they stretched around me, was very pleasant. Even one finger felt really tight inside her, and I loved her taste and scent as I stroked to her. She had fallen asleep on my bed, making her much more available to my use, so I decided to just jerk off, but with only my head in her mouth. It was good, but difficult to limit my thrusts . She looked so beautiful, and so much better with her lips stretched tightly around me, and I found myself enjoying her more deeply, holding the base of my shaft tightly in one fist, the other taking a handful of her hair to pull her head to meet my penetration. She was entirely satisfactory, but a few minutes before I finished, she seemed to sort of roll to one side, having become aware that she was being used for oral sex, she might not have realized that I was just a couple minutes from being done. She had very pretty eyes, it was so hot to look into her eyes, pulling her mouth up and down my erection. Being so close to having my orgasm, I wasnāt going to stop, but it was really exciting to talk with her, telling her that she was good, letting her know how pretty she was, how close I was, even asking if she wanted to watch me cum on her tits instead of having her swallow. I thought about it, and moved so she could comply with my instruction that she push her tits together for my cum. Obviously she did it, not wanting to feel my cock throbbing inside her as she struggled with my thick, salty load. I liked seeing her present her tits for me, but I wanted her to not just satisfy me, but to receive me into her. Holding her with both hands now, she really took it. I couldnāt help but be a little hard just before I came, and I let her know that she was taking it in her mouth. My orgasm lasted forever, it was so intense. I praised her, she had been a good girl, and I helped her follow through, holding her on my penis until she did her job. It was crazy that she had made me want her even more by doing that- I was hard again in like five minutes, because she looked so good. I had to feel her completely. She kept her legs closed, like she was reluctant to have me take her panties off, but the friction on my shaft can be irritating if I just pulled them aside- Iād used other girls and had that problem. She was very tense and rigid, but looked really hot. It turned out to be inconvenient to have her open her legs to me, and I wondered if I could get in by straddling her thighs, with her on her back, and just pushing into her hard enough. Iād done it like that with a girl, but with her legs closed, it was not comfortable at all for her- she was very tight that way, but she really hurt. I sort of rested my dick on her, judging from the outside how deep I would go into her- I got her to look, āshit, you are going to be so good! ā I was past her belly button. She had her arms crossed, making her tits look awesome. I was ready.
Back then I was curious, but today, coercing her to take off her bra, making her satisfy your curiosity by forcing your fingers into her could have repercussions if the girl wants to let everyone know what happened.
Iāve put a lot of thought into this subject, and again, I agree that I do feel better going around with a woman who I find attractive. That canāt be unique to me, or even to men. I have my specific preferences, and a womanās physical attributes are the main factors in whether I find her sexually desirable. I truly love and respect women, and have had many positive role models in my life: fantastically intelligent and talented women, true pioneers and examples of the mightiest bravery. The most important part of any person is who they are, not what they look like.
That doesnāt diminish my appreciation of beauty: a fine painting or masterful sculpture bring joy for the superiority of their physical attributes. So it is with other physical things, like people. Iāve only had sex with a few girls who I didnāt really find all that great, just going through the motions, letting them do what they wanted. Iāve absolutely and without a doubt been used for sex by women. Some women may have wonderful relationships and be truly beautiful people, but just happen to have heard about or observed a unique physical quality that is commonly considered desirable, and almost always at least generates curiosity. Iāve never really been bothered by that.
Itās really just more fun to satisfy my sexual desires with a woman who looks good. I definitely prefer a more toned physique, and small breasts are usually more attractive to me, but Iāve certainly broadened my range, and have found satisfaction with girls who wear c-cup and d-cup bras. Both were younger than what some people might consider the average age for a guy of 50, but on a physical level, being in their teens was a benefit, their breasts were nice and full, and still delightfully firm and perky. Being younger and fit suggested that beyond the pleasure offered by being able to enjoy the stimulation provided by seeing their nice bodies, that the enjoyment taken by using them could well be better than someone older, who might not be as tight or as willing to let me do whatever I wanted. Certainly it must be true that a girl in her teens gets wetter than a woman in her 40ās or older. The combination of the visual stimulation of nice, smooth skin, firm breasts, and a tight, creamy pussy promise a superior orgasm.
Feeling the warmth, the wetness and creamy lubrication, and the tightness of pushing into a girlās vagina is a better sensation than masturbating. Not just physically, but mentally it is satisfying, more so if she has a good body. Using her mouth is very good, also- girls are often reluctant to be used orally, and thereās something nice about having her submit, to accept that sheās going to be used the way you want.
All that is really needed is that a girl looks good. Iāve used girls who I never spoke a single word to, never knew their names. It was purely for my sexual satisfaction.
A girl who I found extremely desirable but didnāt want to date me was completely able to give me pleasure. She was relatively inexperienced, very thin and petite, but with pretty nice size breasts. I often thought of her when I masturbated, and even had some opportunities to admire her body while pleasuring myself- after a few times, Iād let my semen shoot onto her- she always wore really sexy panties, and even now, remembering my thick, hot cum pumping all over her panties, splattering on her thighs, running down between her legs is exciting.
She would drink enough so that I could usually expose her breasts, even pull aside her panties, the sight of her perfect body fueling amazing orgasms.
Knowing her refusal to perform oral sex - ever- her mouth was an exciting consideration. I hadnāt done anything more than just press the head of my penis against the opening of her vagina so she could have my cum inside her, but parting her lips, feeling how they stretched around me, was very pleasant. Even one finger felt really tight inside her, and I loved her taste and scent as I stroked to her. She had fallen asleep on my bed, making her much more available to my use, so I decided to just jerk off, but with only my head in her mouth. It was good, but difficult to limit my thrusts . She looked so beautiful, and so much better with her lips stretched tightly around me, and I found myself enjoying her more deeply, holding the base of my shaft tightly in one fist, the other taking a handful of her hair to pull her head to meet my penetration. She was entirely satisfactory, but a few minutes before I finished, she seemed to sort of roll to one side, having become aware that she was being used for oral sex, she might not have realized that I was just a couple minutes from being done. She had very pretty eyes, it was so hot to look into her eyes, pulling her mouth up and down my erection. Being so close to having my orgasm, I wasnāt going to stop, but it was really exciting to talk with her, telling her that she was good, letting her know how pretty she was, how close I was, even asking if she wanted to watch me cum on her tits instead of having her swallow. I thought about it, and moved so she could comply with my instruction that she push her tits together for my cum. Obviously she did it, not wanting to feel my cock throbbing inside her as she struggled with my thick, salty load. I liked seeing her present her tits for me, but I wanted her to not just satisfy me, but to receive me into her. Holding her with both hands now, she really took it. I couldnāt help but be a little hard just before I came, and I let her know that she was taking it in her mouth. My orgasm lasted forever, it was so intense. I praised her, she had been a good girl, and I helped her follow through, holding her on my penis until she did her job. It was crazy that she had made me want her even more by doing that- I was hard again in like five minutes, because she looked so good. I had to feel her completely. She kept her legs closed, like she was reluctant to have me take her panties off, but the friction on my shaft can be irritating if I just pulled them aside- Iād used other girls and had that problem. She was very tense and rigid, but looked really hot. It turned out to be inconvenient to have her open her legs to me, and I wondered if I could get in by straddling her thighs, with her on her back, and just pushing into her hard enough. Iād done it like that with a girl, but with her legs closed, it was not comfortable at all for her- she was very tight that way, but she really hurt. I sort of rested my dick on her, judging from the outside how deep I would go into her- I got her to look, āshit, you are going to be so good! ā I was past her belly button. She had her arms crossed, making her tits look awesome. I was ready.
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