Just a vent

Hey guys, so i've never been this click or need to in a gang person, but i understood why some do it, Im going to get in some trouble for saying this but I'm finding within my americanized african community there is something really wrong and off with MANY Blk men especially those who claim their identity in lgbtq+ .. there's this inward hatred within and this shame for enjoying man on man intimacy, its anger in parts, there's this DO THIS FOR ME FINANCIALLY AND I'LL FK U MENTALITY. Low grade vibration that i just can't be involved in. Fear of connecting emotionally, not trusting our mirror reflection and even sick desire to expose one another, i've been so faithful to the black dick and in the majority of cases been very disappointed. Even in the porn vidz Blk tops are more willing to be sexually passionate with other ethnicities than their own. WTF is going on with us? Its as if some of us will do anything to belong elsewhere..

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1 year ago

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cbreez Publisher 9 days ago

to niceblackcream : Goodmorning 💜 i have asked the question but it was never reared directly to me, I've had some amazing experiences but times are different , im older and good dick now days come with a pricetag. My question was more geared to porn. I've seen good porn but usually with us involved there's no whimsical place or good lead ups. Whoever got to experience you when you were engaging in intimacy was very lucky. I miss having a man to lay with and cuddle. It seems now most in it for free room& board..lol

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niceblackcream 9 days ago

to cbreez : I LOVE when brothers address me using endearments (as long as there's heart behind it)! I wouldn't say that Black men making love with each other is rare. Almost every time I've taken a guy to bed I've made tender, passionate love to him. The only times my intention was only to get a nut were anonymous encounters. However, I've been unable to SUSTAIN my intimate relationships with men. (I'll go into that another time, if you're interested). I COMPLETELY understand your deep craving for intimacy. That's only human. Certainly people cannot live by sex alone. If the Black tops you've been with haven't been gentle and passionate with you, you haven't been with the RIGHT men. Have you ever wondered why, doll? Seeking the answer to questions like this is part of voyages of self-discovery. Have you ever undertaken one?

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cbreez Publisher 10 days ago

to niceblackcream : Hey sweetheart i so appreciate you responding to me. I guess what I was saying it rare and far in between that black men actual make love to one another and nir just fk. Now a good fk is great but the intimacy i crave comes from live making.in my opinion the scenes of black tops fkn are more gentler and passionate with other ethnicities. I can still enjoy the porn but i always feel unsatisfied. You trying to show me to change my mind?..lol

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niceblackcream 11 days ago

It certainly hasn't been my impression that Black tops prefer to get down with guys of other ethnicities in porn. For me, it's impossible not to keep in mind that the target population of porn producers is WHITE MEN. It's difficult (but not impossible) to find Black-on-Black porn especially on this site.

It's almost funny to me the great number of interracial gay videos depicting several Black tops intent on getting a piece of one white bottom. It's funny because it's my impression that most white bottoms couldn't handle ONE Black top without getting bruised (from neck nibbling) or having their fuck-holes painfully stretched beyond their capacity (see: https://xhamster.com/videos/brutal-assfucking-of-skinny-tv-by-black-guy-6323559 ).

I have my favorites categorized into more than a few sub-categories. Although you've been on this site far longer than me and have about 4.5 times more favorites saved, you might enjoy browsing through my "Gay Black on Black" favorites at: https://xhamster.com/my/favorites/videos/65aa30b6cf7e6681bb0f0152-gay-black-on-black .

Granted, racial self-hatred afflicts many of us (non-white folks) to different degrees (and in different ways), but, offline I've never found a shortage of brothers to get down with (especially in the Black Gay Mecca that NYC is).

cbreez Publisher 1 year ago

to ivanmilk : Merry Christmas muffin

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ivanmilk 1 year ago

It's not uncommon for some ethnicities to feel self hatred within their own people....