My introduction to anal

Although I was very promiscuous as a young woman and had been the victim of sexual assault from a young age I had never had anal done to me. At 22 I was a single mother working at a youth psychiatric hospital. The head nurse was a very mean and I felt abusive middle aged man. I didn't like him and tried to avoid him but he seemed very interested in me. He showed up with a backpack at my house one day after work when I was known to sleep and have my daughter at a babysitter. The nurse said I want you to go out with me, but I said I didn't think it was a good idea. He said ok,but I hope nothing bad happens to your daughter. He took a pistol out of his backpack and sat it on my coffee table. I panicked and begged him not to hurt her. He told me to take off my clothes which I reluctantly did, ashamed to let him see my naked body. He told me to lie face down on my bed, and when I did he removed rope from his backpack and tied me spread eagle to the bed. He then took what I recognized as Valium stolen from the hospital from the backpack removed several and forced me to take them, which was very to do tied face down on the bed. He sat in a chair and just watched me as the Valium took affect. Try as I might to stay awake I fell asleep. When I woke up the first thing I realized was he was sitting in the chair like he never moved but my anus was burning and it felt wet and cold under my crotch. When he was sure I was awake and lucid he told me if I wanted to keep my daughter safe I would never tell anyone what he had done, and I agreed. He removed the ropes and left me there. As I was a young dumb girl I never reported the incident. Although I soon resumed having sex I never considered doing anal. A few years later I began dating my husband who was going through a bitter divorce. I finally got him to tell me that part of his ex wife's anger came from the fact that after year of denying him sex, he had gotten the ex to try anal and she loved it, wanting it all the time. When they split up soon after she was mad that after giving up her ass he would divorce her. Hearing this made me jealous and competitive. I had to show him I could take it in the ass as well as his ex did. That night I insisted he fuck me in the ass, which he very gently and tenderly did. I found that I loved anal and still do to this day. I often have an orgasm doing anal and also like to skip vaginal sex going straight to anal.