Nine days into may new resolution.

I've been chastity free and having full orgasms for nine days now and it's been amazing! I've had more full orgasms in that time than I've had in three years and I can't believe how good it feels. I completely forgot what it felt like! What I find funny though is how much I am having to fight my old habits and how quick I have returned to those from a year ago. Every time I go to stroke my little dicklet I plan to just have a quick orgasm but I fall right back to tease and denial or gooning. The only difference between now and 2021 or before is that I an finishing with a wonderful, complete orgasm. So far I've only been able to goon for an hour. That's four less than my record before I started no stroke 2022.

I still want to start every time with nipple play even though I don't need it now. I guess I am a permanent nipple slut! The sensations of my little hard dickelt bobbing in the air as I play with them is another sensation I had forgotten. Even as I type this I have to stop and play with them.

I am hornier now than I was a few months ago and it so much fun! The last couple of mornings I have woken up to a little tent down there a it's surprised me each time. As much as I am enjoying the freedom I miss the restraints. I fell like a part of me is missing without the bite of the bars and the weight of the cage. I almost put it on the first day out of habit after bathing.

I've been trying to focus on my old porn habits from before but I am finding that difficult. Before 2022 I was strictly femdom but after that year of BNWO during no stroking my tastes have changed. I now crave those videos and I am about to have a full orgasm to them for the first time. I also suddenly have a stronger urge to eat my cum. I have always wanted to do it but I never got used to the taste. I can't describe it but this urge just feels different. Maybe this will be the year I turn into a cum addict too.