Had revelation while thinking about New Year'
In just under four weeks it will be New Year's Eve again and my year of no stroking will be done. I will finally be able to stroke my dicklet again. I decided to reward myself on that night and have my first full orgasm in at least three years. I have been think what that would be like and wondering if my dicklet would regain any size after I go back to my orgasm and tease and denial schedule and I realized something. I never measured myself before I first started all of this. I only measured myself before I started my New Years resolution of no stroking. I also didn't fully pay attention to what I was like before chastity. I was so excited to finally have a cage that worked that I jumped in without thinking about observing the changes.
All this brings me to my new quandary. Should I spend some time in "normal" mode? No cage and no orgasm schedule or stipulations. Just masturbating and having full orgasms whenever I'm horny. It's been so long since I've lived that way that I don't remember what it's like. I started the previous resolution to learn more about myself and now I realize that I didn't have the forethought all those years ago to truly track all my changes. If I went back knowing how I am now I could learn even more about myself. It's a lot to think over in just a few weeks but it might be the best thing to do. If anyone want to leave their opinion in the comments feel free to do so. If I do decide to make such a drastic change I will of course keep track of it in my blog.
All this brings me to my new quandary. Should I spend some time in "normal" mode? No cage and no orgasm schedule or stipulations. Just masturbating and having full orgasms whenever I'm horny. It's been so long since I've lived that way that I don't remember what it's like. I started the previous resolution to learn more about myself and now I realize that I didn't have the forethought all those years ago to truly track all my changes. If I went back knowing how I am now I could learn even more about myself. It's a lot to think over in just a few weeks but it might be the best thing to do. If anyone want to leave their opinion in the comments feel free to do so. If I do decide to make such a drastic change I will of course keep track of it in my blog.
2 years ago