Still untouched after all this time!

Not entirely without sex, but not fucked. Maybe I have not my heart in it? I was more into it before..
I just feel that I am the girl. The guy must be eager to pick me up. I will not make him disappointed! But nobody has invited me home. Yes. Can you be here in twenty minutes? Do they think i`m cross-dressing 24/7?

Unlocked for 30 days. I started to touch myself only the last 5 days. I have no spontane erections. Sexual fantasies and secrets - yes.
Then I rediscovered masturbating. I had myself cum 4 times a day for two days. I rested for two days and was suddenly in chastity.
A fool proof padlock through my PA. This feeling of relative helplessness!
I wanted to masturbate more.. To have sex.