My fixation for the word "rubber" (condo
To start with before i "lay"(describe) out the fixation, i just have to say that i'm not sure if it's classified as a "fetish", "fixation", fantasy or whatever lol! I'm not too sure how or where or when that it started? I've always gotten turned on by condoms! Condoms, jimmy's, love glove, prophelactics, raincoats, rubbers...whatever name you prefer to call them lol! I think part of the reason for the initial turn-on was due to the fact that mentally it = sex.
I had experimented as a virgin WAY before i had ever had intimate contact with anyone. I think i did that for a variety of reasons: to get used to them...how they open the best, how to "roll" them on safely, the feel, the smells, the tastes, how to "unroll" them, etc. Practice makes perfect or so they say! I figured if i took the time to familiarise myself with the "in's & out's" (pun not intended lol) then i wouldn't be nearly as nervous when the time came. (another happy coincidence lol) I made sure to try a variety of brands, styles, designs, etc. I also made sure to test various types of lubes as well to see what worked well, least messy & was compatible with the condoms.
Once i had completed my "research", i made sure that i always had a variety of both lubes & condoms on hand. In my mind, it would show to my partner that i wanted to put their mind at ease and give them the choice(s) just in case they had a preferred brand, style, colors, flavours, etc. It seemed to go over rather well as i discovered! I got "points" from my partners for always being prepared and also for allowing them the freedom of choice.
FLASH FORWARD: i have a very strong "fantasy" where it starts during the fore-play...making out, caressing, rubbing, etc. Naturally it starts with oral! For a few, they prefer to wear them even for oral...hence the flavoured varieties and/or flavoured lubes. If they are the kind of people who prefer oral that way, i would playfully start rubbing their crotch to start getting them aroused. I would rub my face over the entire area...once it was apparent that the arousal was started & "growing" i would ask them if i could put it in my mouth? If they indicated they wanted to wear something during play, i would ask them if they brought a "rubber"...if they didn't bring one, i would display whatever selection i had at the time.
"Pick a rubber baby" i would coyly say....once they had made their selection, naturally i would offer to render my "services" to put the "rubber" into place. If they preferred to do it themselves, i would compliment them on their choice & tell them how hot it was watching the rubber being rolled onto the nice hard cock! Mmmmm that's a lovely rubber baby....does it feel good baby? Dirty talk during the "act" mentioning the word "rubber" constantly....Eventually, i would ask them if they wanted to fuck me with their rubber? Do they want to "fill" their rubber full of a tasty cum?
During the "dirty deed" i would ask how the rubber felt? Does it feel good fucking me with their rubber? Did they want to try a different rubber or keep the same one? Do they like fucking me with their rubber? Depending on the level of trust, how long i knew them, how turned on we were, i may even ask if they wanted to take off their rubber? Does it feel better without wearing a rubber? Are they going to fill me instead of filling the rubber? If they wanted, i would even do the "broken rubber" fantasy as well! Or perhaps a "rubber marathon" where we would fill as many rubbers as we could over a period of time and line them up for a photo- shoot. Or possibly a photo-shoot of them "modelling" different colors, styles, etc.
The use of the word "rubber" before, during & after is a HUGE mental turn on! Fixation..fantasy...call it what you like! Once the pilot light is lit...it's extremely difficult to snuff it out! Hopefully they are also willing to verbally play along using the word "rubber" during the entire episode....that would be ideal! Hopefully i will meet someone who can and will help me fulfill this desire! I'm pretty sure that i might be able to find a willing cock or two? *giggle*blush*wink*
Wish me luck!
I had experimented as a virgin WAY before i had ever had intimate contact with anyone. I think i did that for a variety of reasons: to get used to them...how they open the best, how to "roll" them on safely, the feel, the smells, the tastes, how to "unroll" them, etc. Practice makes perfect or so they say! I figured if i took the time to familiarise myself with the "in's & out's" (pun not intended lol) then i wouldn't be nearly as nervous when the time came. (another happy coincidence lol) I made sure to try a variety of brands, styles, designs, etc. I also made sure to test various types of lubes as well to see what worked well, least messy & was compatible with the condoms.
Once i had completed my "research", i made sure that i always had a variety of both lubes & condoms on hand. In my mind, it would show to my partner that i wanted to put their mind at ease and give them the choice(s) just in case they had a preferred brand, style, colors, flavours, etc. It seemed to go over rather well as i discovered! I got "points" from my partners for always being prepared and also for allowing them the freedom of choice.
FLASH FORWARD: i have a very strong "fantasy" where it starts during the fore-play...making out, caressing, rubbing, etc. Naturally it starts with oral! For a few, they prefer to wear them even for oral...hence the flavoured varieties and/or flavoured lubes. If they are the kind of people who prefer oral that way, i would playfully start rubbing their crotch to start getting them aroused. I would rub my face over the entire area...once it was apparent that the arousal was started & "growing" i would ask them if i could put it in my mouth? If they indicated they wanted to wear something during play, i would ask them if they brought a "rubber"...if they didn't bring one, i would display whatever selection i had at the time.
"Pick a rubber baby" i would coyly say....once they had made their selection, naturally i would offer to render my "services" to put the "rubber" into place. If they preferred to do it themselves, i would compliment them on their choice & tell them how hot it was watching the rubber being rolled onto the nice hard cock! Mmmmm that's a lovely rubber baby....does it feel good baby? Dirty talk during the "act" mentioning the word "rubber" constantly....Eventually, i would ask them if they wanted to fuck me with their rubber? Do they want to "fill" their rubber full of a tasty cum?
During the "dirty deed" i would ask how the rubber felt? Does it feel good fucking me with their rubber? Did they want to try a different rubber or keep the same one? Do they like fucking me with their rubber? Depending on the level of trust, how long i knew them, how turned on we were, i may even ask if they wanted to take off their rubber? Does it feel better without wearing a rubber? Are they going to fill me instead of filling the rubber? If they wanted, i would even do the "broken rubber" fantasy as well! Or perhaps a "rubber marathon" where we would fill as many rubbers as we could over a period of time and line them up for a photo- shoot. Or possibly a photo-shoot of them "modelling" different colors, styles, etc.
The use of the word "rubber" before, during & after is a HUGE mental turn on! Fixation..fantasy...call it what you like! Once the pilot light is lit...it's extremely difficult to snuff it out! Hopefully they are also willing to verbally play along using the word "rubber" during the entire episode....that would be ideal! Hopefully i will meet someone who can and will help me fulfill this desire! I'm pretty sure that i might be able to find a willing cock or two? *giggle*blush*wink*
Wish me luck!
3 years ago
