Changing Approach to Public Exposure
A few days back I decided I should start risking pregnancy while getting my pussy non-consensually filled full of cum and went so far as to flush all my birth control pills. The next day I realized I didn't want to do that, called my gynecologist with a plausible excuse as to what happened to my pills and she was able to get the pharmacy to refill early. (Had to pay fully out-of-pocket, but that's okay.)
You may be surprised to learn my reason for this: It wasn't because I think risking pregnancy is going too far. I want to take that risk in the future, maybe a couple of years down the road. Instead it's because the downsides didn't match the upsides for me. I'd start having periods again (I'm on continuous birth control), and that'd take out at least one week of every four for exposing myself and having strangers cum inside me. I don't think strangers are going to want to cum inside a girl who's on her period. Plus I always felt like shit for a good week before my periods, so that might take out another week.
Losing 25-50% of the time I can let strangers cum inside me each month simply isn't what I want right now. So far I've only had five strangers cum inside me, and about five more boyfriends that did so. (I don't remember for certain how many I let cum inside me.) Before I start risking pregnancy from this, I'd like to have had at least fifty strangers cum inside me first.
Yes, I said fifty. And that's a minimum goal, I'd like more.
I really need to start focusing on quantity over quality. What I was doing at a motel in November was fun, but it doesn't scale like I'm wanting. Plus, I have other perversions I'd like to bring into things, and I can't do those at the motel, as I have to be entirely nude for that to work. So, I'm going to start doing the men's restroom thing again. There's at least five interstate rest areas within a two-hour drive of my home, so I don't have to do it at the same one each time.
It has advantages with my new goals:
• If I stay longer, I can do it multiple times in a night
• I might get lucky and get two guys at once sometimes
• I don't have to be fully nude for it to work. Merely sitting on the sink counter with my pussy exposed and legs spread should work
• I can get a look at the guys before I commit. This helps lower risks, although realistically I'm probably going to let them all cum inside me
The first one is the key reason I'm going back to this. I think I can make sure at least two different guys cum inside me each time I do it, and possibly three. It's perfect, after the first guy's gone I go back outside to watch and wait. By the time a second guy arrives, all the excess cum from the first guy will have run out of me. It won't be obvious someone else used me earlier. It's also something I could do multiple times a week if I wanted, and any day during the week.
And then there's the other perversions I'd like to add to this. I love the idea of a complete stranger fucking me and cumming inside me while I'm wearing fancy dresses. A frilly gothic lοlⅰta dress, maybe even with a petticoat, while my panties and bloomers are around one leg where I took them off to give full access would be fun. A prom dress, especially during prom season. I don't think I can pass for a tееnagеr, but late at night with the guy being really tired? He may think I was, and have a wonderful lifelong memory of getting to fuck a tееnage girl in a prom dress while driving somewhere one night. She even let him cum inside her! He might have gotten her pregnant!
There's other things I'd like to do only for myself. I can still wear the largest size of lⅰttle girl's panties. I love the idea of a stranger fucking me and cumming inside me while I have a pair of those around one leg. I also love the idea of pulling them back on afterward and they get filled with cum. It's like some small way of having done these things back when I was in mⅰddle schοοl, like I wish I had. The guy will never know they're not adult panties. When I do this I'll bring multiple pairs and change after I think most of the cum's mostly drained out. I can let them dry and wear later as fun reminders of the stranger cumming inside me. And in cases where the guy asks permission to fuck me, I can say sure, but do it with my panties on. Then I can get fucked by a stranger and cum inside while wearing lⅰttle girl's panties.
Along those same lines I might be able to find a lⅰttle girl's party dress, or even a fancy flower gⅰrl dress I can wear while a stranger fucks me and cums inside me. (I'd probably have to pay someone to adjust them to fit me.) While my school didn't have uniforms, I love the idea of doing this while wearing a school uniform. I can definitely get those in sizes that'll fit me, in US styles (both white shirt/plaid skirt, and white shirt/jumper dress versions) and Japanese styles. (Although getting the Japanese ones will be expensive.) I seriously doubt any guy would think I was really a schοοlgirl (how would a schοοlgirl get into a men's restroom along the interstate late at night?), so these would be entirely to satisfy my own perversions.
I'm going to start within the next week. I probably won't post about every encounter, but I may make one post and keep updating it regularly so anyone who wants to can keep track of how many times strangers have cum inside me.
You may be surprised to learn my reason for this: It wasn't because I think risking pregnancy is going too far. I want to take that risk in the future, maybe a couple of years down the road. Instead it's because the downsides didn't match the upsides for me. I'd start having periods again (I'm on continuous birth control), and that'd take out at least one week of every four for exposing myself and having strangers cum inside me. I don't think strangers are going to want to cum inside a girl who's on her period. Plus I always felt like shit for a good week before my periods, so that might take out another week.
Losing 25-50% of the time I can let strangers cum inside me each month simply isn't what I want right now. So far I've only had five strangers cum inside me, and about five more boyfriends that did so. (I don't remember for certain how many I let cum inside me.) Before I start risking pregnancy from this, I'd like to have had at least fifty strangers cum inside me first.
Yes, I said fifty. And that's a minimum goal, I'd like more.
I really need to start focusing on quantity over quality. What I was doing at a motel in November was fun, but it doesn't scale like I'm wanting. Plus, I have other perversions I'd like to bring into things, and I can't do those at the motel, as I have to be entirely nude for that to work. So, I'm going to start doing the men's restroom thing again. There's at least five interstate rest areas within a two-hour drive of my home, so I don't have to do it at the same one each time.
It has advantages with my new goals:
• If I stay longer, I can do it multiple times in a night
• I might get lucky and get two guys at once sometimes
• I don't have to be fully nude for it to work. Merely sitting on the sink counter with my pussy exposed and legs spread should work
• I can get a look at the guys before I commit. This helps lower risks, although realistically I'm probably going to let them all cum inside me
The first one is the key reason I'm going back to this. I think I can make sure at least two different guys cum inside me each time I do it, and possibly three. It's perfect, after the first guy's gone I go back outside to watch and wait. By the time a second guy arrives, all the excess cum from the first guy will have run out of me. It won't be obvious someone else used me earlier. It's also something I could do multiple times a week if I wanted, and any day during the week.
And then there's the other perversions I'd like to add to this. I love the idea of a complete stranger fucking me and cumming inside me while I'm wearing fancy dresses. A frilly gothic lοlⅰta dress, maybe even with a petticoat, while my panties and bloomers are around one leg where I took them off to give full access would be fun. A prom dress, especially during prom season. I don't think I can pass for a tееnagеr, but late at night with the guy being really tired? He may think I was, and have a wonderful lifelong memory of getting to fuck a tееnage girl in a prom dress while driving somewhere one night. She even let him cum inside her! He might have gotten her pregnant!
There's other things I'd like to do only for myself. I can still wear the largest size of lⅰttle girl's panties. I love the idea of a stranger fucking me and cumming inside me while I have a pair of those around one leg. I also love the idea of pulling them back on afterward and they get filled with cum. It's like some small way of having done these things back when I was in mⅰddle schοοl, like I wish I had. The guy will never know they're not adult panties. When I do this I'll bring multiple pairs and change after I think most of the cum's mostly drained out. I can let them dry and wear later as fun reminders of the stranger cumming inside me. And in cases where the guy asks permission to fuck me, I can say sure, but do it with my panties on. Then I can get fucked by a stranger and cum inside while wearing lⅰttle girl's panties.
Along those same lines I might be able to find a lⅰttle girl's party dress, or even a fancy flower gⅰrl dress I can wear while a stranger fucks me and cums inside me. (I'd probably have to pay someone to adjust them to fit me.) While my school didn't have uniforms, I love the idea of doing this while wearing a school uniform. I can definitely get those in sizes that'll fit me, in US styles (both white shirt/plaid skirt, and white shirt/jumper dress versions) and Japanese styles. (Although getting the Japanese ones will be expensive.) I seriously doubt any guy would think I was really a schοοlgirl (how would a schοοlgirl get into a men's restroom along the interstate late at night?), so these would be entirely to satisfy my own perversions.
I'm going to start within the next week. I probably won't post about every encounter, but I may make one post and keep updating it regularly so anyone who wants to can keep track of how many times strangers have cum inside me.
3 years ago
