Homelessness

This WHOLE year has been 1 shit-show after another! I've moved 5 damn times this year & now looking at the 6th! I'm getting fed up with people offering me a safe place to live & then taking my money only to have their actions make me homeless again! This last one lasted less then 20 days for god's sake! NOW they want me to move with them because they need my fucking money again but it was their fuck-up that has caused me to be homeless YET again! For God's Sake people....if you have a place to rent to people, DON'T offer it if it violates your lease or if your lease is expiring or you don't have the authority to allow people to move in! Somehow i keep winding up in the middle of people's personal DRAMA & it ends with me having to find another place to live...tired of being bounced around! I wish people would honour their promises & would stand by their word...getting fucking FED-UP with people's shit making me homeless when all i'm trying to do is find a safe place to live for Christ Sake! Bout ready to drop everything & just find a place to set up a camp before the snow hits & live out of a damn backpack/duffel bag! If i'm going to continually be homeless then i want to be mobile & light so that i can easily move on if i have to! Life sucks sometimes but fucking Jesus this years bullshit is about to drive me over the edge to where i feel like i'm going to fucking snap! Hopefully things improve soon....

Published by alta_lola

3 years ago

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alta_lola Publisher 1 year ago

to sugarbrownbtmBS : well there are still decent people left in this world, they are just few and far between

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sugarbrownbtmBS 1 year ago

to sugarbrownbtmBS : i mean i could rent but i have chosen to find a supportive workable friend to help build and elevate some type of savings to stack his or her money and i am a legit one

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alta_lola Publisher 1 year ago

to sugarbrownbtmBS : ok? completely lost me without punctuation sorry. It reads as a run on sentence with several half ideas. I couldn't make heads or tails out of it sorry.

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sugarbrownbtmBS 1 year ago

there are good people like myself from doctors to house leases is authorized in-home support workers is needed a live in . in fact any college and high school. living on their own and wanting to save their money i am here to help. sorry about that situation of your always a bad apple

CD-TVnearVernon 2 years ago

to alta_lola : Kool/Jesse👍

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alta_lola Publisher 3 years ago

Fast forward to almost April now...i am slowly getting back to being my old self again! Not having to worry about having a roof over my head has really reduced my stress level to the point where i can concentrate on trying to get other things in my life in order. As the weather improves i will be slowly trying to excercise more, start going to the pool & hot tub, short walks, etc. I'm in the process of getting new glasses & i also plan to get some contacts as well for when i want to dress & not have to stress of wearing glasses lol! I'm also looking to find a councilor to help with my mental health although that has been slowly improving on it's own. I've been talking to a few people locally & am almost ready to go out and meet people in person again....casual at first then who knows? Not looking for a relationship per say but keeping all options open at this point in time. Feels like this could be a good year for once! So far it's been slowly improving each month so fingers crossed that it continues.