...but I Can See the Bottom From Here.

This note hides my sudden determination that I am seeking work simply for the purpose of spending time away in hotels. My time away will be solely to become a feminized, submissive cock-sucking sissy faggot. I will seek sissies. I will search out playmates. I will dress as a fantasy slut, I will submit to control, I will be trained, tamed, and ultimately broken as a man. This is my plan.
Published by Slave_heidi
3 years ago
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Slave_heidi
Slave_heidi Publisher 3 years ago
Returning to this note, my Cunning Master Plan appeals to me just the same, only more so.  Months of solo sissification while Wife has been away have revealed new depths to the Rabbit Hole.  Only one problem remains... There has been no further word from the company.  Holding pattern.  
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Slave_heidi
Slave_heidi Publisher 3 years ago
Breaking those last shreds of masculinity:  If I seem hesitant, shy or resistant, just let me think that I can retreat.  Offer to sit and chat like sisters; maybe make tea.  Just keep teasing me relentlessly, talking about sissy sex, and let me think it was my idea to kneel in front of you.  
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Slave_heidi
Slave_heidi Publisher 3 years ago
Look deep into my eyes.  Look very deep.  Then ask me, "Do you want to be controlled?"  I will likely freeze; tripping ineptly over the moment.  Persist.  "Do you want to be trained to obey?"  Gently maintain eye contact.  Praise me.  Tease me.  
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Slave_heidi
Slave_heidi Publisher 3 years ago
to Slave_heidi : "Just stare, Heidi.  Stare at my stockings, my smooth sexy stockings, and feel the arousal build as your mind goes blank for me, my pet."
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Slave_heidi
Slave_heidi Publisher 3 years ago
to Slave_heidi : "Feeling aroused by another sissy is just like slipping into trance."  Repeat as required, preferable from a kneeling position.
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Slave_heidi
Slave_heidi Publisher 3 years ago
Step #1:  complete.  I have a nice big, fat, hard opportunity for a spell on the road.
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Slave_heidi
Slave_heidi Publisher 3 years ago
to kylehelm2889 : Hmmm.  Interesting idea.  In any case, I guess this spot isn't so secret anymore.
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kylehelm2889 3 years ago
Im here, and im local :smile:
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Slave_heidi
Slave_heidi Publisher 3 years ago
to alexsistvgirl : You know, it's funny.  I "hid" the text here on the assumption that nobody would read it.  Most of us don't go to porn sites to surf text.  Alas, now you know my secret; so cunningly hidden in plain sight.  Your recent "Coming Out" video pushed me over the edge.  I need to know what it's like to be a submissive, obedient feminized sissy faggot.  I.  NEED. TO.  OBEY.
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Slave_heidi
Slave_heidi Publisher 3 years ago
to alexsistvgirl : Yes. Yes, I do.  The prospect excites me.  
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alexsistvgirl
alexsistvgirl 3 years ago
you now hot to get a hold of me babe
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Slave_heidi
Slave_heidi Publisher 3 years ago
Faggot Self Curse:  "The closer I get to a sissy, the more hypnotized I will be."
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