How Did I end Up Being Shared With Other Guys

Long story short my other half wanna to do a 3 way at 1st I wasn't to sure I was nervous so a few more months go by and we made a craigslist post and once the emails started coming in we looking throw all of them but I was still nervous I couldn't pick someone cause I was scared for one and really nervous cause I never been with anyone else beside my other half doing a 3 way would be the 1st time Ill ever been fucked by beside my babe. Well a few night later babe was on the phone I didn't know it but was messaging some of the guys back to see if they wanna to come over and have a 3 way I didn't know I was going to be doing a 3 way till 30 mins before he show up, I was scared I took a shower and washed and not long after I got out the shower he showed up, we talked for a lil I was shacking cause I wasn't sure what I was gonna be doing or how it was going to happen, But we all 3 made our way to the bedroom I was just sited on the bed and babe told me to go ahead and get naked so I did still shacking and heart beating out my chest once I seen them getting naked and seen the other guy coming to me with his dick in his hands cause I knew omg I'm really about to let another guy fuck me for the 1st time in my life, I didn't know what to do so babe told me what to do to suck his dick while babe fuck me so I did it, scared at 1st then Babe stop pulled out told me to turn around and put my ass over the bed that he is going to fuck me now while I suck babe off so I did that and that's when I really started to feel my fear kick in cause I was about to let this guy I don't know go inside of me with no condom on and also cum inside of me, it was a new exp for me cause the guy was a lot thicker and a lil longer it hurt a lil from being stretch from a new size dick but I did what I was told and he finish and cum inside of me we talked for a few mins but I was happy it was over and nothing bad happen, but I was like that for the 1st couple times then I got kind of use to it and not as scared or nervous it started as doing it for my babe and I just kept doing it if babe would tell me someone coming over tonight I want you to suck him off then let him fuck you bareback I would just say okay just let me know the time so I can take a shower, I guess over time I just got use to babe telling me what to do and I would just listen and do it one night I got fucked 3 times by 3 different guys I didn't say no to it Babe just told me another is coming over and I say okay to it. I guess I really just got used to really being told what to do but I did end up liking it a lot to so I'm kinda happy my babe just put me out there like that cause my fear would had held me back and I probably wouldn't had never try it. Like with anal sex even if I don't want it in the ass if babe do I wont say no I'll just get naked and put my ass in the air even tho I know it probably going to hurt me. But I can say no one else had fucked me in the asshole beside my babe