Thinking about my fetishes

I'm not sure why I like the fetishes I do, I've always liked women's clothes,, and wearing them is wonderful.
Some things are kind of a catch 22, like golden showers, i love the feel of pissing myself, the feel of warm and wet
spreading, and running down my leg, and I'd kneel for or lay down for a woman and let her pee all over me in a minute,
but men... I'm not so sure, and kissing, I see fem gurls kissing guys in videos, but I'm not so sure I'd ever do that, even
when I was dressed up and as gurly as I could get. I think maybe it's an extension of masturbation, like, I can't suck
my own cock, I'm not that flexible, so I'd do it as a gurl, and the same with being fucked, I have a dildo, but it's just
not the same as it would be having a cock inside, it's just a thought, maybe I'm just slutty, and want to be.
I love my shaved legs, chest and underarms, it's very sensual to me, sexy bare skin, as bare as it can get. Lovely to step
out of the shower, bare, slip into panties, and go out for errands, or if it's night time, maybe just a negligee, or perhaps
if I have some video in mind, something a little more work to put on, and it can be a little work at times, getting into strappy
lingerie, but it's always hot putting them on, and sharing.
Then there are things that just seemed natural, like eating my cum from pussy, and apparently, it's a fetish...who'd have thunk it?
Have I left anything out?, probably, I could go on about shemales, but why? Someday, that's going to be fantasy filled.

Speaking of work to be sexy, for biological males, shaving is a pain, sometimes literally. I have some ancestoral American
somewhere down the line, so I'm not covered in thick body or back hair,,uugh, but it still grows, and needs dealt with, I love seeing the smooth skin on some of the bodies I look at here, I suppose as we age, it pops up more, maybe there's some professional method,
and I've used hair removal creams, and you need to be careful with certain ones. Anyway, what I can reach- it gets shaved easily
enough, but I'll be looking in the mirror, and see a few fine hairs on my back, now and then, and they'd probably not even be noticed
if someone had their hands on my ass fucking me from behind, but I can see them, and then it's too late, something needs done,
and that can be difficult. Could I just put on stockings, a top and cover that hair, sure, but for me, it's not the same.