Receptive Partner Only

I am finding a significant number of guys I chat with here have hopes that I will fuck them. Let me be clear, I will not. Even before I decided on feminization I had evolved into a total bottom. It's been nearly 15 years since I last penetrated anyone, male or female, and I am nearly certain it will never happen again.

First, I have no interest in it. This stems from a number of things, and maybe the most important is that I am trying desperately to eliminate my masculine traits as much as I can and nothing is more masculine to me than putting my hard cock into someone. Emotionally I just can't bring myself to do it.

Second, after more than a year of practicing an herbal regimen to increase my body's estrogen levels while minimizing my testosterone coupled with naturally occurring low T my parts are smaller and lack function. And as I currently go from my phytoestrogen regimen into much higher strength estradiol with antiandrogens this atrophy and loss of function will undoubtedly become more pronounced. In short, I couldn't fuck you if I wanted to. The parts just don't work which actually makes me happy.

Aly

Published by AlyssaTG

3 years ago

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AlyssaTG Publisher 3 years ago

to indyboy2bgirl : I forgot to mention that everything I use is readily available. A trip to WalMart and it's all there.

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AlyssaTG Publisher 3 years ago

to indyboy2bgirl : No but I have read it is beneficial. I am a carnivore so growing boobs has to work inside that box. LOL

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indyboy2bgirl 3 years ago

to AlyssaTG : Oh, wonderful, thank you so much! Does your diet include tofu at all?

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AlyssaTG Publisher 3 years ago

to indyboy2bgirl : Hi Missy. Always nice to meet someone who understands me. The sources I fear are long forgotten to me as once I was getting some results I simply stopped researching herbals and started my HRT research. Happy to share what is working for me. At the core of my regimen is fenugreek (610mg four times daily). This is likely overkill, but as you will hear in the trans world often YMMV (your mileage may vary). Second on the daily list is Saw Palmetto (450mg twice daily). This is also beyond the recommended daily but again, it works for me. Third is black cohosh (40mg twice daily). I advise caution with this one, my reading indicated it is easy to take too much of this herb as it impacts your luteinizing hormone and can spike your estrogen levels (estrone and estriol specifically). My final daily item is two eggs, minimum, daily. Beyond my daily regimen I have replaced white bread for flax seed bread. Flax seeds are strong in phytoestrogens. I also keep fennel seeds handy and use them to garnish salads and such. I usually don't drink but when I do I look for IPA's. Hops have strong potency, like up to 20% the strength of estradiol. I have also minimized my red meat intake. Now I am a hamburger addict so it is never going to be "cut out". Also licorice as a treat. It's both a weak antiandrogen and has some similarities to estrogen.

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indyboy2bgirl 3 years ago

Hello. Great post. Very well articulated and i found myself thinking "Yep, i completely understand her mindset." One question, if you could be so kind... when you wrote "after more than a year of practicing an herbal regimen to increase my body's estrogen levels" would you be comfortable in sharing what that regimen is, or the informations sources you've read to help you decide on that regimen -- where others starting out might go to research some possibilities? i'd much prefer advice from someone i know is currently following a regimen than just what i have been doing so far ... google searches -- so much info from too many sources. lol Thanks for any help and guidance you may be willing to share. Take care! -- missy

Shroomheadstretcher 3 years ago

You should always be who you wish to be without compromising. You guide your own decisions in life. Always be happy with who you are and enjoy your life to the fullest