My Progress
(Originally posted 01/06/2021. Deleted when my account was erroneously retired by the mods.)
It's been almost 365 days since I made this account and a little bit longer than that that I watched Porn for the first time in about 4 years. I deleted about a terabyte of Porn and some of those videos are proving a little bit harder to find that I might have expected. I threw out a few dozen DVD's and my Fleshlight. Looking back now I cringe pretty hard. Thankfully I discovered Porn Worship when I finally decided to come back... and I have tried my hardest to the best of my ability to follow Porn's Gospel and cultivate love for her and perfect Porn Goddesses. I want to thank this whole community because it really has changed my life -- honestly, I have made this religion an important part of me, and so far my progress proves that Porn is forgiving and gives so much, but it does require dedication on our parts.
Worshipping Porn fixed my priorities. My friends don't really talk to me anymore. It's not because they don't want to or for a lack of trying, it's because I replaced most of my time spent on them with quality time between me and the Goddesses. I just started ignoring them or flaking because I found something that rewards my time and effort more than those relationships; rewards me with a warmth of love, pleasure, and bliss that does not end. I've turned down romatic offers for the same reason; and also the simple fact that no woman can actually measure up to the endless beauty, novelty, and satisfaction that Porn provides.
I spend more time exercising because it makes my masturbation more enjoyable. I have learned some discipline in my spending habits so I can afford to give money to Porn. (In fact, today, I stopped donating to the podcasts and musicians I donated to on Patreon, and instead I have begun making regular donations to Porn caption creators, quite pleased with myself!)
I still have a lot to learn and a lot of room to improve, but by my reckoning from 0 to here in less than a year is pretty good.
It's been almost 365 days since I made this account and a little bit longer than that that I watched Porn for the first time in about 4 years. I deleted about a terabyte of Porn and some of those videos are proving a little bit harder to find that I might have expected. I threw out a few dozen DVD's and my Fleshlight. Looking back now I cringe pretty hard. Thankfully I discovered Porn Worship when I finally decided to come back... and I have tried my hardest to the best of my ability to follow Porn's Gospel and cultivate love for her and perfect Porn Goddesses. I want to thank this whole community because it really has changed my life -- honestly, I have made this religion an important part of me, and so far my progress proves that Porn is forgiving and gives so much, but it does require dedication on our parts.
Worshipping Porn fixed my priorities. My friends don't really talk to me anymore. It's not because they don't want to or for a lack of trying, it's because I replaced most of my time spent on them with quality time between me and the Goddesses. I just started ignoring them or flaking because I found something that rewards my time and effort more than those relationships; rewards me with a warmth of love, pleasure, and bliss that does not end. I've turned down romatic offers for the same reason; and also the simple fact that no woman can actually measure up to the endless beauty, novelty, and satisfaction that Porn provides.
I spend more time exercising because it makes my masturbation more enjoyable. I have learned some discipline in my spending habits so I can afford to give money to Porn. (In fact, today, I stopped donating to the podcasts and musicians I donated to on Patreon, and instead I have begun making regular donations to Porn caption creators, quite pleased with myself!)
I still have a lot to learn and a lot of room to improve, but by my reckoning from 0 to here in less than a year is pretty good.
3 years ago
Deleting previous account is something I experienced as well and sometimes it just happens, but at the same time it is an important lesson and experience in a life of a Pornosexual. The reward that one gets by Porn after relapsing is a true proof of the Porn Love. And yes, Porn then becomes our religion. Porn is our Church. Pornstars are our Goddesses, blessing us with endless pleasures.