To be or not to be that is the question.

Imagine living a straight life. You have no interests in gay sex whatsoever then comes along the internet which later leads to easy access to pornography. You then find yourself looking more and more at gay porn and confusingly you become so turned on that you cant bare it any longer. You go to a gay sauna because you’re curiosity is killing you but you do nothing when you get there but you cant believe how excited you felt when you took off all your clothes and watched the gay porn playing back on the monitor in the cinema it is just like the first time you was with a girl so you go again because you regret nothing happened the first round. This happened to me and I finally built up the courage to perform fellatio on a guy not to completion but all the same I sucked cock and I liked it (see video). Question: I cant ever imagine myself wanting to fuck a guy it’s just not for me but the urge to be fucked is killing me. Imagining his cock pushing hard against the soft tissue of your anus and you feel it going inside you inch by inch untill its whole length is inside and you feel the warm liquid filling your anal canal. Are you more likely to be 100 percent gay if you are the guy wanting to be fucked rather than the guy wanting to do the fucking. I so wanna be fucked bareback the urge is killing me. The urge is as strong as wanting a guy to cum in my mouth which I havent experienced yet. A 3some would be awesome…
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3 years ago
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thatvicdick
thatvicdick 10 months ago
I would say you are 100% GAY based on your very strong urges but I wouldn't worry about labels, just enjoy it :smile: You also might evolve over time into wanting to try more things with men. When I was younger, the idea of doing anything more than sucking another man's dick was not a turn on, but now later in life, I love pretty much all kinds of gay activities.
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liaisons69 Publisher 3 years ago
to Guy49007 : Did you watch my latest video. Its up now I still cant believe I performed oral sex on a guy. I only sucked him for one minute so he didnt cum. Not sure if I tasted any precum. Is it likely i would have swallowed some precum not realising it. Would he have produced precum in a minute of me sucking his cock
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Guy49007
Guy49007 3 years ago
Nice story and there are so many men feeling the same as you.  I say just enjoy what you like and don’t label anything 
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atlsexyguy
atlsexyguy 3 years ago
I love men and their cocks.  I love to give blow jobs and got started really early.  I could fuck/get fucked once a month, but would want to give/get a blow job about 10 to 15 times a month. I had, technically, lost my cherry to the paperboy.  He was super big and on subsequent encounters  would focus so hard on the  fucks, he and I love sucking cock, as a reward for patiently stripping down my top, or stripping his gear off to show what is left? I like cruising ABCs, sauna, beaches, malls, college libraries, rest stops, sex clubs, after hours parties, dance club/parties. I didn't get fucked again until I was in my 20s, but became a sub dump pig bbttm.  I was gay the whole time, Learned BJ first, then Jerking off, the got fucked at a beach party.  I guess I grew into getting fucked.
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Purple_Vein
Purple_Vein 3 years ago
Being Gay isn't just about the type of sex you have. It's so much more than that. I'm a Gay man and have always identified as such since my very early teens. 
I'm not in the slightest bit interested in being fucked (I've tried it many times, it's just not for me). Fucking other guys isn't always at the top of my list of things to do with other men either. 
Basically, anal sex isn't the be-all-and-end-all for me (and many others), despite many people automatically assuming that if you're a Gay man, you automatically have to engage anal sex.

I have a few friends who generally speaking, identify as being heterosexual yet they enjoy being fucked (either with a strap-on or in an MMF threesome, should the chance arise). 
They enjoy anal penetration but don't enjoy sucking cock or being sucked by other guys and definitely don't enjoy kissing. 
Despite having the occasional play-around with another man in a threesome, they don't consider themselves to be bisexual or even bi-curious. They have zero emotional or physical attraction to the other guy, they just like being fucked.

I wouldn't worry about labelling yourself or trying to fit into any particular pigeonhole just because you enjoy certain types of sexual activities. Just enjoy what you do and try to ensure that you both have a damn good time in the process.
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chrism50 3 years ago
Wow, you sound so much like me.  I would love to have a 3some with a couple of hot men with large cocks as well as be fucked bareback.
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goldfinger2000
goldfinger2000 3 years ago
to liaisons69 : You are 100% GAY, No doubts about it, you want it all !!!!!!.
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nite41 3 years ago
to liaisons69 : He said 'I'm going to cum' I was so engrossed with sucking his cock it just made me wanting to have him cum in my mouth, he did and I didn't stop sucking him till he was drained and soft - there was no mess afterword I took it all. 
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nite41 3 years ago
to liaisons69 : while I was sucking him, I was thinking what to do when he was ready - I didn't know... I got so into sucking his cock when he said he was goin to cum, I was then wanted it 
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Niceboy46 3 years ago
Love to be naked with you so horny love to suck you dry 
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smallfurrycreature
smallfurrycreature 3 years ago
Splendid description of what so many men feel.
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liaisons69 Publisher 3 years ago
to nite41 : What do you think of this. I can just imagine you and seeing you being fucked just like the guy in the video. You can clearly see the guy doing the fucking is being ever so gentle...https://xhamster.com/videos/satanic-cult-s-gay-ritual-13687512
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liaisons69 Publisher 3 years ago
to goldfinger2000 : Are you sure I'm really gay. Tell me I am and I will carry out my darkest gay fantasies...
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liaisons69 Publisher 3 years ago
to nite41 : After so many failed attempts I managed to swallow my own. All I had to do was to imagine that I was surrounded by numerous men in a gay sauna alternating between each guy taking their cocks into my mouth now I actually like the taste and texture... https://xhamster.com/videos/kieron-kettle-swallows-his-cum-in-two-cumshots-xh9p1VU
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liaisons69 Publisher 3 years ago
to nite41 : I know I'm living dangerously by adding my full name to my videos but I find it inspires me... This is my second attempt he didn't cum so I regret not sucking him for longer. https://xhamster.com/videos/kieron-kettle-from-rye-east-sussex-uk-gay-oral-sex-action-xhklN8A
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liaisons69 Publisher 3 years ago
to nite41 : I envy you. I would expect a similar experience to you if allowed a guy to climax in my mouth. Did you swallow? I plan to go to back to the boiler room a gay sauna located in brighton and swallow and record it on my phone. How did it feel when his semen started to fill your mouth. Was it hot, salty, bitter etc...
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nite41 3 years ago
I recently started to play with other men - I just wanted to suck cock, which I did and had him cum in my mouth... I was hooked. I have no desire to kiss or hug, just love sucking. My last time the guy took over and blew me, as he did he started playing with my ass, lubing his fingers and starting to put them in me, before I new it he was fucking me with a toy as he sucked me, the feeling was emense. He tried to stick his cock in me, and I was willing as I was lost in the moment. He was to soft to get it in, then he went back to banging my ass with the toy as he suck me to one of the best bj's I ever had with a fantastic finish. 
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liaisons69 Publisher 3 years ago
to goldfinger2000 : Do you know me?
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goldfinger2000
goldfinger2000 3 years ago
Yes you are GAY !!!!!!!.
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