If I Knew Then What I Know Now...
With years on this earth comes experience. I was in my 30's when I really hit my sexual peak - likely a good thing because if I was in my 20's...OMG! Now that I'm in my 50's (ouch, that hurts just saying that) I have a slightly different perspective on life. If I knew then what I know now...
...I would have been honest with every woman I dated and told them that I'm a kinky son-of-a-bitch and I expect them to fuck other guys for me, suck dick at porn theaters and oh yeah, that I intend to take video and pictures of it all. Yeah, it would have been a little embarrassing to have had that conversation by the third date but oh, how much easier it would have been over getting into a relationship with a "vanilla" woman, only to find out that she believes that sex is a magical experience between one man and one woman...and I want her to do what at a porn theater??? I should have been braver about saying who I am and what I like.
...I would have spent more time at porn theaters and sex clubs. Yeah, of course - we all should, right? Perhaps. But the heyday of the porn theaters and sex clubs feels like it's past - especially with this pandemic shit. I remember the days when you could walk in on a Friday or Saturday night and be almost guaranteed to see a sexy woman being gangbanged, barebacked and cummed on by groups of guys. Even before the pandemic though, I noticed that things changed...no women! You'd go to the porn theater - cause the sex club closed - and you're not leaving with any action, unless it's guy-on-guy. I should have been at every "couple's night", dammit.
...I would have taken better video than I did - and focused less on photos! Yes, I have TONS of both but it drives me absolutely nuts when I look at some of my video for something to post and then I realize that that otherwise AWESOME gangbang had shitty lighting, something blocking the camera or worse yet, had the camera pointed in the wrong direction - ugh! And what the fuck was I thinking about spending so much time taking photos instead of focusing on video?!? Hell, there were some visits to porn theaters where I only brought the still camera (no video at all) - what was I thinking?!? Especially in my 30's - there was sooo much great, kinky sex that only exists in my mind...I should have been a better pornographer.
...I would have been honest with every woman I dated and told them that I'm a kinky son-of-a-bitch and I expect them to fuck other guys for me, suck dick at porn theaters and oh yeah, that I intend to take video and pictures of it all. Yeah, it would have been a little embarrassing to have had that conversation by the third date but oh, how much easier it would have been over getting into a relationship with a "vanilla" woman, only to find out that she believes that sex is a magical experience between one man and one woman...and I want her to do what at a porn theater??? I should have been braver about saying who I am and what I like.
...I would have spent more time at porn theaters and sex clubs. Yeah, of course - we all should, right? Perhaps. But the heyday of the porn theaters and sex clubs feels like it's past - especially with this pandemic shit. I remember the days when you could walk in on a Friday or Saturday night and be almost guaranteed to see a sexy woman being gangbanged, barebacked and cummed on by groups of guys. Even before the pandemic though, I noticed that things changed...no women! You'd go to the porn theater - cause the sex club closed - and you're not leaving with any action, unless it's guy-on-guy. I should have been at every "couple's night", dammit.
...I would have taken better video than I did - and focused less on photos! Yes, I have TONS of both but it drives me absolutely nuts when I look at some of my video for something to post and then I realize that that otherwise AWESOME gangbang had shitty lighting, something blocking the camera or worse yet, had the camera pointed in the wrong direction - ugh! And what the fuck was I thinking about spending so much time taking photos instead of focusing on video?!? Hell, there were some visits to porn theaters where I only brought the still camera (no video at all) - what was I thinking?!? Especially in my 30's - there was sooo much great, kinky sex that only exists in my mind...I should have been a better pornographer.
3 years ago
