My first blow job

I was 16 and found a diary of my mums in a drawer. The centre pages were photos of naked men posing . I'd never given any thought to dicks before, but these were amazing. It was a time when gays were shunned by society. I kept my thoughts to my self.

The advent of the internet helped with my sexual development.I only watched straight porn. I’m not gay.
But I realised I was focussing more on the dick, than the girl sucking it. Discovered dicks are beautiful.

Tentative I typed “gay” into my search engine. I was amazed at the guys in the videos. These were normal guys who loved dick. These weren’t the limp wristed sissy boys I’d grown up imagining gay guys to be.

One of the videos that came up had two guys and a girl. My first Bi video. I was hooked. I’m not gay, I’m Bi.

Married now. 49 year old male who has kept his fantasy to himself and my bestie. She’s my rock.
I once told my wife I wanted to try sex with a man. Didn’t go well. Her head is in the sand. Can’t blame her. It’s a lot to process.

Watching and not doing was killing me. I had to try it. A friend on Xhamster suggested “Squirt.org” it’s a dating site for gay and Bi males.

Why not? Made a profile, downloaded a pic of me. Said I was a bottom and a gay virgin and waited to see who’d bite.

It was liberating receiving “chat requests”, seeing dick picks of the guys I liked and I started chatting to two guys with really beautiful dicks. Made it pretty clear in the chat I was after a mouthful of cum. Probably made me pretty popular.

Problem was meeting without my wife knowing. Answer was to meet at my work. As luck would have it, I went into the office during lockdown and had the place to my self.

Bit the bullet and messaged the two guys I was free in the office. First to reply wins a blow job. My friend, Disfun, responded first and said he was 20 minutes away. No going back now.

Looking back I think he was a lot more nervous than me. He was frantically banging in the locked factory door.

I ran down the stairs and let him in. It was the first time we had seen each other. He was nice looking, that seriously wasn’t important to me. I wanted one thing.
“ Hi, how are you?” I asked
No real response. “I’m pretty nervous, never done this before” I said

We went up stairs. He surprised me by leaning in for a kiss. I hadn’t thought of that. I lent in and kissed my first guy. It was softer than I would have expected. It was more passionate than I could have imagined. His tongue was warm and sweet in my mouth. He took over and was the man.

He got his hand down my pants and cupped me. It was surreal. I felt like I was in a dream. To be honest the whole encounter still feels like a dream. I undid his pants and pulled them down. There it was. His perfect penis. I was drawn to it. I stopped kissing him and said “ I want to feel you go hard in my mouth”
With that I dropped to my knees and engulfed his head with my mouth. It was warm and I can still taste his manliness. I sucked as much as I could into my mouth. I was seriously in heaven. He went very hard, very quickly.

He pulled me back to my feet, raised my top and started sucking one nipple while playing with the other. I had told him in a chat I love nipple play. Meanwhile I was softly tugging in his nice hard dick. I squeeze from the base to the head and I could see a huge drop of precum on the tip. I broke free of his nipple play and dropped back to my knees. I couldn’t waste that beautiful nectar. I wasn’t disappointed. It tasted amazing.

I cradled his balls as I gentle sucked my first dick. Then long slow licks from the base to the tip. He started to thrust into my mouth, holding my head in his hands. I grabbed onto his bum cheeks for balance. The skin in his cheeks was so soft and smooth, but underneath I could feel solid muscle. I held on tightly as he increased his tempo. I gagged on several occasions, he was too deep for my virgin mouth, but I didn't want to disappoint so I never pulled away.

He eventually slowed his rhythm until he stopped. I pulled away for a break. His dick was glistening with my saliva. Looked delicious. I stated to gently pull him off as I sucked one of his balls into my mouth. He was shaved and perfectly smooth. I'd always wanted to suck a ball into my mouth. I was in heaven.

Reluctantly I released his ball from my mouth and started sucking just the head as I gave him a hand job. Got into a nice rhythm and didn't hear his increased panting. Suddenly there was a taste in my mouth. "He's cumming" I thought, then I heard his panting. It was delicious. One mouthful of cum and I am fully hooked.

I'd done it. I'd gotten a guy off with my mouth and tasted a guys cum. I would have watched thousands of video clips of guys giving head over the years and now I'd done it.

I gently sucked him until he started to go limp. I didn't want to let him go but he pulled away. He quickly tucked himself back into his undies and was doing his pants up. "Wait" I asked "Can I get a photo of you dick as a record of my first time?"
He said no and quickly did his pants up and started to leave.
I walked him down stairs and said bye.

I went upstairs and thought about what had happened and smiled to myself. I am officially a cock sucker. Go me.