My First Time
I was 20 years old in 1979 and I had never even been kissed nor any sexual contact of any kind. I was so confused about my sexuality that I turned to d**gs to numb my mind enough to deal with it.
It was a hot late summer day in Michigan, 95 degrees and 98% humidity, and as usual I was extremely horny. I was just driving away from my house, when coming towards me on the other side of the street was a middle aged man on a bicycle. I could clearly see his balls hanging out of his shorts, they were huge and hanging really low, from the heat no doubt. Just the sight of his balls swinging gave me an instant hard-on, and sent my heart a flutter, like I never felt before. He then noticed his balls were out and tried to tuck them in, but they were just too long and loose and he gave up and just let them swing. I even went around the block just to get another look, and I was not disappointed.
Later that same day on my way home, I was driving slowly up a hill near my house. Running towards me on the sidewalk was a man in his mid 20's, thick muscular body, no shirt covering his hairy chest, warring only very short nylon shorts, and no jock strap. It was so hot he was drenched in sweat, his shorts were stuck to him like a second skin, he may as well been naked. Running downhill really had his cock and balls dancing. Again, I got an instant hard-on and my heart fluttered. All this in the same day was too much for me to suppress it any more, I had to have sex with a man as soon as I could.
That night I went to one of the three gay bars in town, being only 20, I was worried they wouldn't let me in. I was stocky and very mature for my age and appeared older than I was, they didn't even ask me for ID. I sat at the bar and ordered a beer, and right away two guys made their way over to me and sat on either side. I never felt attractive, so this kind of attention was new to me and a little overwhelming. One of the guys started to flirt with me and invited me to his hotel room. I was picked up, leaving with a guy, and I had only had time to drink half a beer.
I followed him to his hotel room, he was a 38 year old married salesman from Chicago. We kissed and undressed each other, he was smaller built, good body, kinda hairy, and a 6.5" cock with low hanging balls. I told him I had never been with anyone and I think it turned him on, he was a very sexual person and a good teacher. I was kinda nervous, but more excited as I put my mouth around a cock for the first time. I loved it so much and couldn't believe how much it turned me on. He said, "you're lying, you've sucked dick before" I answered, "no really, I never had" He said, "you're too good at it to have never done it before" I guess I'm just a natural cock sucker. Eventually he believed I was a virgin by my fumbling lack of sexual experience. I didn't know what to expect, or what I was supposed to do. We did it all, we sucked each other, he gave me pointers, and we both came in each others mouth. I tasted cum for the first time when I swallowed his huge load, and I loved it.
He showed me how to lay over a pillow to point my ass in the air. He lubed his finger with Vaseline and pushed it in my tight virgin hole. It really hurt at first, but the more he worked my hole the better it felt and soon he was pushing his stiff greasy cock up my ass. I arched my back in pain, trying to pull away, but he kept slowly pushing in until he was deep in my ass. He then held still until my hole relaxed a little, slowly stroking until I opened up and started to enjoy it. He was really plunging my ass when he came in me, my ass wide open and feeling great. He lubed his ass wanting me to fuck him, that's when I found out that I'm really not a bottom, being fucked made it hard for me to get it up again. I'd get it hard and it would go soft as soon as I got it in his eager hole, he forgave me for my trouble. Soon I was on my way home feeling so fulfilled and finally at peace with myself for the first time.
It was a hot late summer day in Michigan, 95 degrees and 98% humidity, and as usual I was extremely horny. I was just driving away from my house, when coming towards me on the other side of the street was a middle aged man on a bicycle. I could clearly see his balls hanging out of his shorts, they were huge and hanging really low, from the heat no doubt. Just the sight of his balls swinging gave me an instant hard-on, and sent my heart a flutter, like I never felt before. He then noticed his balls were out and tried to tuck them in, but they were just too long and loose and he gave up and just let them swing. I even went around the block just to get another look, and I was not disappointed.
Later that same day on my way home, I was driving slowly up a hill near my house. Running towards me on the sidewalk was a man in his mid 20's, thick muscular body, no shirt covering his hairy chest, warring only very short nylon shorts, and no jock strap. It was so hot he was drenched in sweat, his shorts were stuck to him like a second skin, he may as well been naked. Running downhill really had his cock and balls dancing. Again, I got an instant hard-on and my heart fluttered. All this in the same day was too much for me to suppress it any more, I had to have sex with a man as soon as I could.
That night I went to one of the three gay bars in town, being only 20, I was worried they wouldn't let me in. I was stocky and very mature for my age and appeared older than I was, they didn't even ask me for ID. I sat at the bar and ordered a beer, and right away two guys made their way over to me and sat on either side. I never felt attractive, so this kind of attention was new to me and a little overwhelming. One of the guys started to flirt with me and invited me to his hotel room. I was picked up, leaving with a guy, and I had only had time to drink half a beer.
I followed him to his hotel room, he was a 38 year old married salesman from Chicago. We kissed and undressed each other, he was smaller built, good body, kinda hairy, and a 6.5" cock with low hanging balls. I told him I had never been with anyone and I think it turned him on, he was a very sexual person and a good teacher. I was kinda nervous, but more excited as I put my mouth around a cock for the first time. I loved it so much and couldn't believe how much it turned me on. He said, "you're lying, you've sucked dick before" I answered, "no really, I never had" He said, "you're too good at it to have never done it before" I guess I'm just a natural cock sucker. Eventually he believed I was a virgin by my fumbling lack of sexual experience. I didn't know what to expect, or what I was supposed to do. We did it all, we sucked each other, he gave me pointers, and we both came in each others mouth. I tasted cum for the first time when I swallowed his huge load, and I loved it.
He showed me how to lay over a pillow to point my ass in the air. He lubed his finger with Vaseline and pushed it in my tight virgin hole. It really hurt at first, but the more he worked my hole the better it felt and soon he was pushing his stiff greasy cock up my ass. I arched my back in pain, trying to pull away, but he kept slowly pushing in until he was deep in my ass. He then held still until my hole relaxed a little, slowly stroking until I opened up and started to enjoy it. He was really plunging my ass when he came in me, my ass wide open and feeling great. He lubed his ass wanting me to fuck him, that's when I found out that I'm really not a bottom, being fucked made it hard for me to get it up again. I'd get it hard and it would go soft as soon as I got it in his eager hole, he forgave me for my trouble. Soon I was on my way home feeling so fulfilled and finally at peace with myself for the first time.
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