Wanting a cock to suck
As I was lying in bed last night as my wife was sleeping peacefully next to me, I couldn't stop thinking about how much I would love to have a male or shemale lover so that I could have a nice hard cock to suck whenever I wanted. It makes me wonder if I made the wrong choices in my life I am beginning to realize that I would have been much happier if only I had admitted to myself that I wanted to be a cocksucker. I let my fear of what my friends and family would say keep me from doing the one thing that would have made me so happy.
4 years ago