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It is funny to me how my desires can shift. I have never gotten fucked in my ass and have never fucked another guy in the ass. In all the times I have hooked up with guys i have never really gotten to a place where the intensity of the situation took me past my inhibitions. There were a couple of times I saw the possibility clearly but I didn't follow through. Once where i hooked up with a guy to give him a massage. I did a deep muscle massage on him for close to an hour. I don't think he even realized the state he was in both mentally or physically by the time i started playing with his hard cock. It was as if he was in a semi conscious state. A sort of dream world. I brushed his cock incidentally and he exhaled loudly. The state of arousal he was in was crazy but he could hardly move because of the intensity of the massage. He was lying on his stomach and I poured oil all over his ass and balls. Starting with my hand, i slid my arm through the cheeks of his ass all the way to my elbow pressing down on his ass hole the whole way through. I continued to massage his hole just as I had all the muscles in his back, legs and arms. I worked his hole and glutes for a while, I was very focused not to cross to far over the line from massage to outright sex. It was a tightrope act. He was putty in my hands. I could have done anything i wanted to this poor fucker. He was defenseless. Looking back on it now? I get hot thinking about how good it would have been to take him that way. To split him open and leave him open and fuck his tight blue collar ass leaving him puddle of my cum. But I didn't. I had a different agenda. Fuck! I just got side tracked! I have to get to work. Talk to you later....09:18
Fuck. Now I really want you to give me a massage. I feel so conflicted about wanting a man to touch my ass but I think I would like it a lot. 09:52
mmmm, I was thinking about this all day... So, this guy, I think he was the 3rd guy I was with. The first guy, He sucked my cock first and swallowed my load like a sacred right. After I came I returned the favor but I was drained and my motivation was not what it was before I came. I sucked his cock and fingered his well greased ass hole. That is a whole nother story there. But he was so ready to fuck my head was spun. I had never even touched another guys cock before and was scared shitless. I wasn't going to fuck him. And in his fantasy world he told me he wanted me to fuck him but we both agreed that we didn't really want to do that. More for fear of disease, which didn't really make sense because he had been married for like 9 years and I was recently divorced. I knew I was clean. Anyway, when he got to my house he went to the bathroom. I didn't think anything about it but apparently he had a change of heart and greased himself up for the fucking. He was as scared as I was but his desires must have stepped up to his fears and crushed them. SO me, not quite so motivated as before, sucked his little cock and fingered his tight asian ass till he blew his load in my mouth. I swear he almost drowned me. I went to the sink and spit it out. He looked disappointed I didn't swallow but I was sure he had a very good cum. 21:24
Guy number two... I had one agenda, Asian boy had a little cock. Too small to reach down my throat and I really wanted cock in my throat. I was dying to try it. I found a guy on craigslist one afternoon. A young guy, early 20s, he was looking to be humiliated and used. I wasn't really into that. But he had this really big cock. I think he was 10 or 12 inches. So I convinced him to come over. DUDE! I didn't really know how to humiliate him per say, but I had every intention of using him for my purpose. Before the front door was closed behind him I grabbed at his swear pants and pulled them down to his knees. He wasn't lying, his cock was unbelievable. It felt so heavy in my hand. I squeezed it and felt it respond back at me. I played with him there for a minute or two, then told him to take all his clothes of and get on the floor. I got right down on him sucking that big cock, feeling it growing in my mouth, taking it all the way to the back of my mouth, just before my throat and back up so his head was between my lips, keeping suction the whole way out. A cock has to be 7 or 8 inches before it pops that cherry in my throat. I was working the top half of his shaft until he was completely hard. It was the moment of truth...the head of his cock was between my lips. I sucked on his head while squeezing his shaft. I slowly slid down his shaft until he hit the top of my throat. I paused there for a second, then put both of my hands on his hips and pressed past that tight spot and my face dropped into his balls. As he went down my throat his legs went in the air and his toes curled as he moaned. It was a first for the both of us. I don't know if you have ever tried sucking on a banana, tried pressing it down your throat a little. If you do you will find your sinuses start producing the perfect lubricant. My eyes were watering and my nose was running and I throat fucked him for a few minutes. Mission accomplished. I sat up and finished him off with my hands. His first shot landed on his neck and chin, the rest on his chest and belly. I grabbed a towel and threw it to him. He cleaned up got dressed and bolted. 21:54
back to the massage.... I had an agenda here too. It wasn't to fuck him. My goal was to swallow his cum. I felt cheated that I let those other shots go to waste. I was really wanting to swallow some cum. so I worked this guy over. I stopped massaging him. His hole was so inviting though. I slid my cock through his ass cheeks for a time, then I put the head of my cock against his ass hole and pressed. I was just about to slit him open and I held it there. He didn't make a sound, there was no protest. There was no asking "fuck me" He was going to get whatever I wanted to do to him and he had submitted to that fact a half hour ago. I pressed into him and his hole began to open to my cock. Something in my head stopped me. Surely it was common sense. If I had pressed for a moment longer I would have been inside. Once I was inside of him I would have fucked him until I was done. I would have fucked him until I filled him with cum and then laid on him keeping it in until the spasms stopped and I regained the strength to get off. That is the way I am and I know it. I pulled away from him and made him roll over on his back. He could hardly move but he did what I said. i put my cock in his face and made him suck it. I stayed om my knees fucking his mouth for a couple of minutes and then fell on him so we were in a 69. He was hard and a good 8 inches. He fit all my requirements. I throat fucked him and fingered him in a rhythm until I felt him begin to tighten up. At that point I pressed a finger deep inside him and sucked him harder. It only took a second or to for him to blow. Hot cum shot and swallow repeat 2,3,4 times... Who knows. I swallowed every bit of him. ahhhhh. I felt so fucking dirty. So fucking hot... I got out of there as fast as I could. as I was leaving he said the first words he had said since I got there. "I can't move" I left.
Fuck. Now I really want you to give me a massage. I feel so conflicted about wanting a man to touch my ass but I think I would like it a lot. 09:52
mmmm, I was thinking about this all day... So, this guy, I think he was the 3rd guy I was with. The first guy, He sucked my cock first and swallowed my load like a sacred right. After I came I returned the favor but I was drained and my motivation was not what it was before I came. I sucked his cock and fingered his well greased ass hole. That is a whole nother story there. But he was so ready to fuck my head was spun. I had never even touched another guys cock before and was scared shitless. I wasn't going to fuck him. And in his fantasy world he told me he wanted me to fuck him but we both agreed that we didn't really want to do that. More for fear of disease, which didn't really make sense because he had been married for like 9 years and I was recently divorced. I knew I was clean. Anyway, when he got to my house he went to the bathroom. I didn't think anything about it but apparently he had a change of heart and greased himself up for the fucking. He was as scared as I was but his desires must have stepped up to his fears and crushed them. SO me, not quite so motivated as before, sucked his little cock and fingered his tight asian ass till he blew his load in my mouth. I swear he almost drowned me. I went to the sink and spit it out. He looked disappointed I didn't swallow but I was sure he had a very good cum. 21:24
Guy number two... I had one agenda, Asian boy had a little cock. Too small to reach down my throat and I really wanted cock in my throat. I was dying to try it. I found a guy on craigslist one afternoon. A young guy, early 20s, he was looking to be humiliated and used. I wasn't really into that. But he had this really big cock. I think he was 10 or 12 inches. So I convinced him to come over. DUDE! I didn't really know how to humiliate him per say, but I had every intention of using him for my purpose. Before the front door was closed behind him I grabbed at his swear pants and pulled them down to his knees. He wasn't lying, his cock was unbelievable. It felt so heavy in my hand. I squeezed it and felt it respond back at me. I played with him there for a minute or two, then told him to take all his clothes of and get on the floor. I got right down on him sucking that big cock, feeling it growing in my mouth, taking it all the way to the back of my mouth, just before my throat and back up so his head was between my lips, keeping suction the whole way out. A cock has to be 7 or 8 inches before it pops that cherry in my throat. I was working the top half of his shaft until he was completely hard. It was the moment of truth...the head of his cock was between my lips. I sucked on his head while squeezing his shaft. I slowly slid down his shaft until he hit the top of my throat. I paused there for a second, then put both of my hands on his hips and pressed past that tight spot and my face dropped into his balls. As he went down my throat his legs went in the air and his toes curled as he moaned. It was a first for the both of us. I don't know if you have ever tried sucking on a banana, tried pressing it down your throat a little. If you do you will find your sinuses start producing the perfect lubricant. My eyes were watering and my nose was running and I throat fucked him for a few minutes. Mission accomplished. I sat up and finished him off with my hands. His first shot landed on his neck and chin, the rest on his chest and belly. I grabbed a towel and threw it to him. He cleaned up got dressed and bolted. 21:54
back to the massage.... I had an agenda here too. It wasn't to fuck him. My goal was to swallow his cum. I felt cheated that I let those other shots go to waste. I was really wanting to swallow some cum. so I worked this guy over. I stopped massaging him. His hole was so inviting though. I slid my cock through his ass cheeks for a time, then I put the head of my cock against his ass hole and pressed. I was just about to slit him open and I held it there. He didn't make a sound, there was no protest. There was no asking "fuck me" He was going to get whatever I wanted to do to him and he had submitted to that fact a half hour ago. I pressed into him and his hole began to open to my cock. Something in my head stopped me. Surely it was common sense. If I had pressed for a moment longer I would have been inside. Once I was inside of him I would have fucked him until I was done. I would have fucked him until I filled him with cum and then laid on him keeping it in until the spasms stopped and I regained the strength to get off. That is the way I am and I know it. I pulled away from him and made him roll over on his back. He could hardly move but he did what I said. i put my cock in his face and made him suck it. I stayed om my knees fucking his mouth for a couple of minutes and then fell on him so we were in a 69. He was hard and a good 8 inches. He fit all my requirements. I throat fucked him and fingered him in a rhythm until I felt him begin to tighten up. At that point I pressed a finger deep inside him and sucked him harder. It only took a second or to for him to blow. Hot cum shot and swallow repeat 2,3,4 times... Who knows. I swallowed every bit of him. ahhhhh. I felt so fucking dirty. So fucking hot... I got out of there as fast as I could. as I was leaving he said the first words he had said since I got there. "I can't move" I left.
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