Sexual epiphany

This is where I currently am sexually in early 2021:

I am a hetero-married man who is not sexually attracted to men, so I would never do any form of penetrative sex with another man. However, I do like to share sexual experience with anyone, which could include another man. I would not mind masturbating with another guy or have a MFM threesome (but we do not touch), but I could never have penetrative sex with a guy. So, lets have a homosexual experience without sex.

My kinks and fantasy’s include piss/pee/urine, female masturbation, voyeur, spy.

I find urine to be very sexual, women and men. I like to watch others pee and would like to pee with someone. However, I would never touch or drink it, just watch. I would love to watch a woman peeing crouching outside. Or look over the urinal if I was brave enough. I want to pee in the woods while a girl is peeing next to me.

I just like to watch women orgasm from masturbation. It is simple. The more moans and grool the better.

I am a voyeur at heart. I love to spy and peer at others. Whether neighbors or watching a beautiful woman while at the mall. I have not but would love to spy/catch a woman masturbating, peeing, or changing clothes.

I remember the first time I ejaculated. I was about 13, my parents left my brother and I at home while they went to the store. I was watching TV, the scrambled porn channel. Occasionally you could see a nipple or bush. Well, I was rubbing the boner in my PJ’s and suddenly I felt weird, felt good but weird. I did not know what was going on, at first. Then I noticed I wet myself. Having gone through 6th grade health class I assumed I just ejaculated, for the first time. You think it would be great but no, I was freaking out! I just came, I was freaking out but have no idea why. I went to the bathroom to clean myself. Changed clothes. I do not remember where my brother was, but I do not think he was aware of what I did. But yes, that was the first time I ejaculated. Shortly later I learned how to stroke to cum and then I would cum twice a day. Oh, the good old days.
Published by parabellum45
4 years ago
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It always starts so innocently ... a little TV, a little stiffy, a little motion with your hand ... next thing you know .. you now can do something very new and pleasurable!
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owlexterminator
owlexterminator 3 years ago
God that's hot.... Love watching someone pee or cum live 
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redbush44f
redbush44f 3 years ago
Sounds hot man and yeah I fucking love piss too.
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stiv837 3 years ago
to parabellum45 : I have been  doing it for most of my life. 
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parabellum45 Publisher 3 years ago
to stiv837 : It's arousing. 
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stiv837 3 years ago
I love  spying.  
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sig365 3 years ago
I think we have a few things in common what about nipples just for watching?
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parabellum45 Publisher 4 years ago
to MichiganJacker248 : Did not know, thanks. 
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MichiganJacker248 4 years ago
FYI: MMF is a threesome with bi guys. MFM is a threesome with straight guys.
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Penny3thepound 4 years ago
There’s nothing more erotic than watching a women pleasure herself when she thinks she is alone. Their orgasms look, and sound completely different from what is seen in a standard porno. It is exhilarating to see every twitch and murmur on their way to a blissful climax. It’s absolutely intoxicating!  
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