You can’t run away
You can’t run away
You’ll never be able to run away from yourself.
All the little details - how you want your dick to be held, the things you fantasize about, your favorite position. You cannot unknow what you already know.
You don’t want to be excited when you wear lacy panties. You don’t want your hands to tremble when you put on a lipstick. You don’t want to spend your Fridays shopping for dresses on Amazon.
And you certainly don’t want yourself on all fours, arching your back with your ass lifted high.
But you do.
I know, honey, you don’t want to be a faggot. You don’t want to be a cocksucker. You want to be like all other boys. I’d give you a hug right now if I could. Wasn’t traumatizing, trying to keep that “little” secret, all to yourself? All that guilt, stored away, without anyone to share it with. You wanted your inner fag to go away. Maybe you prayed that you could change. I know I did. I would’ve given anything if I could’ve been a “normal” heterosexual male like everyone else.
But nothing, not all the money in the world, not all the prayers in the world, not all the psychologists in the world can change who you are. I know my dear, you’ve been running – running from yourself, especially after every ejaculation, vowing never to committ such a contemptuous act ever again.
But you’ve never succeeded. That’s because you can’t run away from who you are. You are only given one body, one mind, and one soul. Being a sissy is not a skill that goes away. It is a state of being. It is your identity. It will never go away.
So stop crying and accept the fact that you’re a sissy faggot. It’s better to live a day as yourself than to live a lifetime as someone else. The faster you accept your life as a fag, the faster you can live a life of your own.
Say it out loud, that you you won’t run away from yourself from now. Admit to yourself that you want to be a submissive to superior alpha males. Let go of what you’re supposed to be and focus on what you really want.
Don’t you feel better already? Now, be a good little sissy and put on some makeup and a pretty dress. Look for a daddy if you don’t have one already so that he can put you in your place. At least take out your dildo and lube it up as a favor for yourself. Yeah take that dick and moan like a little girl that you are.
Congratulations. You’re one of us now. A feminine sissy faggot. Once a sissy, always a sissy. Your desires and tendencies will only strengthen. Every day, you’ll talk a little bit more like a girl, act a bit more like a girl, fuck a bit more like a girl, and moan a bit more like a girl. Defeated, you won’t even fathom running away any more. You’ll be placed on the bottom, both literally and figuratively, in bed and in social circles. But it’s okay. That is what us sissies crave for.
Welcome to the life of sissyhood. You’ll love it here, I promise.
Original post: https://candicesissy.tumblr.com/post/185794655792/you-cant-run-away
You’ll never be able to run away from yourself.
All the little details - how you want your dick to be held, the things you fantasize about, your favorite position. You cannot unknow what you already know.
You don’t want to be excited when you wear lacy panties. You don’t want your hands to tremble when you put on a lipstick. You don’t want to spend your Fridays shopping for dresses on Amazon.
And you certainly don’t want yourself on all fours, arching your back with your ass lifted high.
But you do.
I know, honey, you don’t want to be a faggot. You don’t want to be a cocksucker. You want to be like all other boys. I’d give you a hug right now if I could. Wasn’t traumatizing, trying to keep that “little” secret, all to yourself? All that guilt, stored away, without anyone to share it with. You wanted your inner fag to go away. Maybe you prayed that you could change. I know I did. I would’ve given anything if I could’ve been a “normal” heterosexual male like everyone else.
But nothing, not all the money in the world, not all the prayers in the world, not all the psychologists in the world can change who you are. I know my dear, you’ve been running – running from yourself, especially after every ejaculation, vowing never to committ such a contemptuous act ever again.
But you’ve never succeeded. That’s because you can’t run away from who you are. You are only given one body, one mind, and one soul. Being a sissy is not a skill that goes away. It is a state of being. It is your identity. It will never go away.
So stop crying and accept the fact that you’re a sissy faggot. It’s better to live a day as yourself than to live a lifetime as someone else. The faster you accept your life as a fag, the faster you can live a life of your own.
Say it out loud, that you you won’t run away from yourself from now. Admit to yourself that you want to be a submissive to superior alpha males. Let go of what you’re supposed to be and focus on what you really want.
Don’t you feel better already? Now, be a good little sissy and put on some makeup and a pretty dress. Look for a daddy if you don’t have one already so that he can put you in your place. At least take out your dildo and lube it up as a favor for yourself. Yeah take that dick and moan like a little girl that you are.
Congratulations. You’re one of us now. A feminine sissy faggot. Once a sissy, always a sissy. Your desires and tendencies will only strengthen. Every day, you’ll talk a little bit more like a girl, act a bit more like a girl, fuck a bit more like a girl, and moan a bit more like a girl. Defeated, you won’t even fathom running away any more. You’ll be placed on the bottom, both literally and figuratively, in bed and in social circles. But it’s okay. That is what us sissies crave for.
Welcome to the life of sissyhood. You’ll love it here, I promise.
Original post: https://candicesissy.tumblr.com/post/185794655792/you-cant-run-away
5 years ago