My 1st time pt.1

So my first time was with a guy I met on Craigslist... this happened Back in September 2016. So like I said I was on Craigslist one night feeling horny and was browsing thru the personal ads. I came across one that said “looking for cumslut” so I clicked on this one... Included in this ad was a pic of a light skin, Big black mans hairy chest. He was looking to meet up with a Cumslut at a motel for some fun. I’ve never done anything like this b4 but I was so horny just reading his post n pic that I answered his post... and within minutes he responded. He introduced himself and told me what he was about and if I was down to meet up. I was hesitant at first but after Some photo exchanges, dirty talk, and some convincing on his part, and being so horny and been wanting to have the real thing I finally agreed to meet up with him the following day or two. I was nervous and excited. That night I shaved my body and armpits, face and asshole so I was completely smooth. The following day I msgd him to see if we were still on and he said “yes”. He told me to book a room for us... so I did. I got on the phone right away and booked one at motel6. I told him it was all set... but he told me to cancel that one and book one at a more hidden private motel he recommended. So I did what he told me. So around 2pm I check into the motel and all I’m thinking is “wow? Am I really going to do this? Should I back out? What if I don’t like him? Then my sissy self said if I don’t go thru with this I’ll regret it. So I told myself “stop being a bitch and be the sissy slut u know u can be!” So I laid out all my sissy stuff on the bed.... lingerie, wig, makeup, dildos, and lube. 1st thing I do is set up my fire stick into the tv and listen to the music video “satisfaction” by Benny benassi to get me in my sissy mood. 2nd I took a shower and Cleaned out my asshole to ensure no mess gets left on his dick. 3rd I put some vanilla scented lotion all over my body so I smelled like a sexy slut. 4th I applied my makeup, Lots of blue eyeshadow, Black eyeliner, heavy mascara, pink blush, and pink lipstick. After that I checked my msgs and he asked “should I bring anything?“ I told him condoms and beer. He asked “what kind?” And I told him didn’t matter just something to drink to calm my nerves. So now I’m thinking (this is really happening, he’s on his way, my asshole starts to pulse n throb) so I hurry back to getting ready. 5th I put on my lingerie and last thing to do was put on my wig. I looked at myself in the mirror and thought I hope he likes me. I sent him a pic of myself all dressed up in the motel to let him know I was ready, I told him the room # and that I would leave the door propped open a little so he could just walk rite in. He replied to me “on my way and Make sure the room is nice n cool, it’s hot.” So I cranked down the a/c and sat down on the chair and waited....