My journey

I am happily married for 20 years now. We started dating first in college. It was very exciting,the kissing and the sex in all kinds of places. I was happy and then one day it happened. I masturbated 10 times within 12 hours...I was imagining a stranger having sex with my wife. Something changed that day irreversibly.

Of course, I cannot talk to my wife about it. Thank god for the internet. I slowly started saving picture of women that looked like my wife having sex with other men..


cuckolding - I realized during my travel in the net that there was an actual name for my sexual thoughts..that I was a cuckold. I had a small cock that easily slid into my wife..and I wanted her to take a larger cock



I realized that my fantasy was watching a man with a big cock penetrating my wife and dropping his seed inside her. It was then that I started writing stories about my fantasy. However, I needed something visual so I stared making captions..


Soon I realized that it was more exciting to share these pictures online and I posted them online..but something was missing..until I realized that I could make graphic novels of my fantasies...