Good morning/afternoon all I hope you're doing well and had a great Christmas. Today is mine and my husband's anniversary its been a crazy, bumpy, insane, hair pulling, stressful, fun, hilarious ride with the two of us but that's usually what happens during the first couple years, you make strides to better yourself, sacrifices to better the relationship and be there as well as be honest, I've been honest with my husband about a few mishaps I've had over the years we've been together and he's been honest with me about his. The other part of marriage is learning thay we will make mistakes, we will have insecurities, it's what we choose to do with then that counts. I'm not the best at expressing my feelings to someone I care about because I'm scared my honesty will drive them into the arms of someone who can give them more than what I can. This is something I have to learn to cope with and find healthier ways to deal with it like openly communicating instead of being scared. My husband's learning to control his temper and provide a more empathetic ear to those who need it but still remains firm these are just the small changes we've noticed. Other than this I wanted to make sure everyone is doing okay I spent all of yesterday building Legos and cleaning up gift wrapping paper but it's all worth it. I was asked what I wanted for Christmas and I stated I want the people around me to be happy and not sad on this fine day. I hope you all have an amazing new year with more changes to come. I wanted to ask things may start to change around here to where I can have some more free time to record either during the day or the evening so I wanted to ask if anyone has any ideas to please let me know and I'll see what I can do! 🙂 I want to get back into the swing of things and with things changing around my household I'll have more availability to do so!