" I Am A Sissy" training this week

I have been listening to at least an hour a day of sissy hypnosis training for over a year now, and it has had a profound effect on me. I am so attracted to Men. I get aroused sometimes when I see a man or, a man stands close to me. His, musky smell, his alpha presence, the sound of his voice, is all erotically overwhelming. I didn’t always feel this way I have always enjoyed a man when I am dressed as Nina but only when dressed. This has all changed, I find Men so attractive now all the time. I just want to be around men, dreaming of kissing them, of being held by them, of being a submissive worshiping sissy Fuck Doll to them. I am a sissy who loves MEN and worships cock. So, this week I have intensified my training to be a “Good Gurl”.
1. First thing is I have kept my asspussy cleaned out and plugged for the last 7 days now. Wearing it all day except at night when sleeping. I have even secretly left it in while fucking the wifey.
2. Early in the week I wore my short pink skirt and pink tube top, (my favorite sissy slut outfit) with black 4” wedges and black fishnet thigh highs and spent some time in remote public places…(a couple of fishing and boat launch sites on the river) I got busted by sexy hot men going fishing more than once, it was so exhilarating. They all would stare at me and some even smiled sweet at me. I drive a Gold Chevy HHR with a famous area college front license plate, so it is a very distinctive car, in the small rural area. So, even if I am not dressed Men will know I am a sissy if they see my car.
3. I have been keeping a regiment of good sissy skin care to make my back, shoulders, neck, face, ass and clitty areas smooth soft and fem. Finally, on Wednesday I did it, shaved my chest so that my little sissy titties are smooth and caress able.
4. Thursday, I went to an adult erotic lingerie store 45 minutes south of me to buy some training aides. I bought a soft gel chastity cage for my clitty, it is a 2” restrictor, a asspussy plug (medium size) vibe with 10 settings called the Thumper, and a nipple pump with bands. For the first time I didn’t act embarrassed or shy about my intent for these toys and my desire to be a fem sissy fuck doll. The clerk and I had a fun conversation about it. I put the clitty cage on immediately and wear it home.
5. I wore the clitty cage all day for about 7 hours it was a little painful and very erotic all at the same time for 7 hours straight. I had my boy clothes on and nobody knew it. It was so exciting and fun all day. I took it off and my clitty was so soft and useless, I felt so fem and submissive.
6. I used the nipple pump on and off all day for 20 to 30 minutes at a time making them in a state of constant sensitivity and erection at all times. This was also was a little painful and erotic all at the same time, making me aware that I have tiny little sissy titties.
7. Like I said earlier I have been wearing my asspussy plug for days every waking hour. So, later when everyone went to bed around 10pm I decided to go out on our back patio and get naked and try the new vibe plug I bought. Still feeling all fem smooth and soft skin in the night air, my little clitty feeling limp and useless. I felt like a naked sissy slut on display for anyone to take.
8. After about ½ an hour of caressing my self and pinching my smooth and soft little sissy titties I began to pump the nipples, I took out my little daily plug and put in the vibe. It was tight but felt so good. I tried all the settings for a few minutes each and decided I like the thumping one’s best.
9. I fucked my self for a while with the plug on different thumping settings. I must have had at least 5 maybe 6 anal orgasms in a matter of about 40 minutes pinching and caressing one nipple with the pump on the other the whole time. Naked outside with a slight hue of the security light in the neighbor’s back yard and no privacy fence exposed to anyone who might pass by. My back yard is on the corner of a “T” public ally people drive thru it and walk thru it at all times of the day and night. This whole time my clitty stayed limp and useless I was so turned on and feeling so girly but the clitty cage training from earlier had taken effect.
10. I fucked myself with the vibe and my daily plug (which is a little longer but not as thick) till after midnight. I had so many anal orgasms I lost count. but my clitty stayed limp and I thought I would never cum. Then about 12:30 it happened I came thru my limp clitty a huge load I cupped my hand underneath to catch it. I swallowed most if it and spread the rest on my face and titties. I laid there naked and spread wide open in climatic exhaustion. caressing cum all over me till it dried in the night air. Put on my boy clothes went and crawled in bed with the wife all covered in dry cum.
11. Friday I was a little worried that the clitty cage had made me such a limp little sissy gurl that I wouldn’t want to get hard ever again…so I didn’t wear it…lol…for those of you who know me I don’t want to BE a Real Girl I just want to be a Secret girly submissive sissy slut fuck doll for men.
12. Throughout the day I would take out my daily plug and put in the vibe plug and let it thump my asspussy for 30 to 45-minute intervals. I would caress my smooth soft little sissy titties and pinch my erect nipples hard; this made my little clitty get Tingley and semi hard off and on all day. Then after 10 when the house was asleep, I went outside to the backyard patio again for naked sissy time.
13. My clitty did get hard and erect feeling all sissy and fem in the night air. I could only fuck myself for a little over and hour. I had 7 anal orgasms, when my erect clitty came a huge load I repeated the steps from the previous night.
14. Saturday, I woke up after a hot dream about being in chastity all day. So, as soon as I cleaned my asspussy out and plugged it, I put on the clitty cage. I left it on about 9 hours, this whole time in constant erotic frenzy of pleasure. When I took it off, I felt so submissive and fem it was calming and pleasurable the rest of the night.
15. Until everyone went to bed then I put on the clitty cage got my nipple pump and my vibe plug and went out to the backyard patio again. I caressed and teased my fem smooth soft sissy body for a while and got all turned on. Then began to fuck myself again, wearing the clitty cage the whole time. Because of the chastity, again for hours I had anal orgasm after anal orgasm. I did this for over 2 hours I thought I would never cum. Then it hit me like a tidal wave an anal orgasm and prostate cum at the same time. Out my chastity cage I caught it as it dripped of my smooth balls and repeated the steps from the previous nights
This week has really made me feel like a slutty sissy fuck doll in training. I hope to put this training to good use and be a Secret Submissive Sissy Fuck Doll for MEN. I love to be obedient and I always swallow.
Love & Kisses
NaughtyNina
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