Really a woman

I've known since I was very young that I was meant to be female. Once I hit 19 or 20 and let that black guy, even though he wasn't as big as I expected, enter my ass, I truly knew it. I've tried to be "straight", 'cuz I fell in Love with a woman, but, cock is what truly gives me "gratification". Pussy might "satisfy" me, but, I need cock.