Learning Who I Am
Yes, I had a Daddy, and he was very good to me. He knew I had not been with a man while dressed as Natika, he was good to good slow and let me lead at first. He let me explore his hard cock with my mouth, and he helped me explore my own sexuality. Meeting a man for the first time as Natika was very exciting for me, I was so scared, anxious and horny all at the same time, but I had made the decision to try it, I fantasized about it for so long that I just had to know what it was like to finally be Natika for a real man. I also knew it would be a 50/50 chance, that I would either hate it and never do it again, or love it and crave it for the rest of my existence.
He is a long time admirer, we had met in a Yahoo chat room, when they had those. He had watched me on cam, when I use to dress at work, and work all day as Natika. We chatted often for about three years. Then my job changed, and I had to start traveling to meet customers. My first trip was to Louisville, KY. And so have it, Daddy lived nearby. I had mentioned it to him in a chat, when he asked me if I wanted to meet, he would make himself available. It took me a second to say "yes!"
I stayed at really high end hotels, so that made me feel very special. Also, traveling with checked luggage full of women's clothing was terrifying. Not knowing how much they check. But that too over time has become the norm for me. I really want to be so pretty and sexy for him, I made sure I had packed everything.
Meeting a man dressed as Natika was the best feeling I had felt in so long. We kissed and touched each other to the point where I just wanted to suck his cock so bad, and he knew I was craving his cock. His cock was so nice and big and fat, he had a big cock head with big ridges, I knew and planned how i was going to suck his cock, but that escaped me as soon as it was in my face. I wanted to have it in my mouth so bad. I grabbed it and started sucking it hard and trying to swallow it. I could hear him moaning but then he took hold of my head and showed me how he liked it. And then I just did that until I could feel him tense up and I could feel his cock swelling, even more in my mouth to the point where he held my head and face very hard and let out a large moan, I pulled back to have my face covered in hot, slick man seed.
I got up and went to the bathroom to get it off, he continued to moan and tell me I was a great cock sucker while I cleaned up. Once I had put more makeup on and straightened up, I walked out to find him fully clothed again, He told me that for a first timer, that I sucked the best he had ever been sucked. And that he was going to go because he knew that I would have lots to think about now. He kissed me good night and left me in my hotel room.After our first meeting, I sat in my room, really not sure how I felt and then that night I found myself fantasizing about it over and over.
Meeting him often and learning more about how horny I was for cock turned into more than sucking. In the beginning, I never wanted my own cock exposed, I really didn't have to worry about my balls, they seemed to slide up inside me whenever I dressed and never came down until I was out of Natika mode. But I found that I was enjoying him licking my ass pussy and milking my clit. And even pressing my clit against his big fat cock was very sexy, stroking them together until we both came turned me on even more. And then he finally started to push me further, he would cum in his hand and want me to lick it out, I really didn't want to, I didn't want to swallow cum, but in the end, as everything else I've done, I caved to my desires and I now crave it too. I should have expected this, because of all the cum I swallowed in my youth.
Then I needed to know what a real cock felt like inside me, but Daddy couldn't stay hard, he was an older gentleman that needed help to keep his cock hard, but it never stayed hard enough to penetrate me. While traveling again I had met with Daddy again and we were both very horny but he couldn't stay hard and he tried hard to fuck me. It just never happened and I was left unsatisfied and craving to be fucked by a real man.
The next day I was traveling to Scranton, PA, And I was so fucking horny from feeling his cock trying to penetrate me, I was driving wearing panties under my suit, I had tucked myself and just want to arrive at my hotel so I could dress again. when I arrived at my hotel I dressed right away and put an ad on Craigslist, indicating where I was staying and what I was looking for. The actual post.
Looking for a Top Gentleman 40+
Hello my name is Natika,
I'm looking for discreet fun with a 40+ top gentleman .
I am bottom only. Must be discreet and clean.
The pictures you see are recent.
I am looking for someone to have sexual encounters while on business. Night of Sept 15th.
I have only been with one man before.
I'm 34, 5'8, taller in heels at 190 lb
I'm not petite but very sexual.
I do not undress, but make my smooth bubble butt and mouth available.
And a plumber in the area answered, he told me he was going to fuck me silly, he told me to never mind, that I couldn't take his cock, he kept taunting me over and over until I couldn't take it anymore, I told him to come over and use me like a bitch!
Here is his reply to my ad on CL.
Hey there,
Very nice!
Im 38 / m / 225 /
you sound great
looking discreetly for ongoing and now
I have attached 5 pics , different pics
so you know what i look like
and hope you do the same
7 inch cock
Stays hard for hours
Still looking to meet ?
Maybe you can't handle it ;)
And he did!, he was very strong. And when I answered my door he came in and forced me to my knees, pulled out his cock and started slapping my face with it. Telling me to open my sissy faggot mouth, pushing it in my face,over and over as it got harder and harder. Then he started to fuck my mouth, I wasn't sure what was going to happen to me,but I just let it happen.
He was a very strong man, he seemed to be such a real man, very demanding and forceful. I was scared because he was so strong and was holding my head very tight while he fucked my mouth. Then he let my head go and lay down on the bed. he told me "fix your pussy fuck face up and get back over and suck my cock again!" so I did, and he got naked and lay on the bed stroking his cock with my saliva. I took my time because I didn't know what was going to happen next and he really choked me hard, shoving his hard cock down my throat, I had never had a cock that deep down my throat before and not in that way.
So once I was pretty again I walked over sexy, he was hard and large with a curve in his cock.
I was thinking that this cock is going to be inside me soon, I lay down next to him and rubbed his big chest and we kissed and I started stroking his cock. He started getting rough and pushed me down to his cock again, holding my head and fucking my mouth again, I just let him, because I really didn't have a choice now. And then he pulled me up, turned me around and pushed my skirt up over my ass then pulled my panties to the side and pushed his cock hard in my pussy.
I screamed, it fucking hurt so bad and he just held me there with his cock deep inside.
I was in so much pain, I almost passed out. Then he started slow, in and out, my pussy still hurt but it felt good, I relaxed and when I did, he started pounding. Harder and then harder and then so hard, I felt my spine vibrating. He was jack hammering me and again I just let it happen, it felt so good to have a hard cock inside me. Then he came really hard, he rolled over on the bed laying beside me with my face down and ass up. I took that opportunity to get up and go get pretty again and check my newly fucked hole,I looked in the mirror, and said to myself "so that's what fucked looks like '' I took my time re-applying my makeup and straightening up. I took my panties off and pulled my skirt down again.
When I came out of the bathroom he was up and ready again, so I walked past the bed to the couch in front of the window of the hotel room, I was so horny for his cock now, and I know my pussy was ready for fucking this time. I bent over the couch and wiggled my ass at him, then looked over my shoulder at him. I felt his hands on my ass and he ran them down to my hips, I felt his hard cock rubbing up against my ass through my skirt, slowly rubbing it up and down against my pussy. I could feel his grip tighten and then he rammed it into me and started pounding again. To this, I came, I came hard and loud... his cock hit something inside me, it made me cum like I had never cum before. He kept going and he kept fucking me harder and harder, bouncing off his cock, I couldn't stop moaning, It felt so good, I came again and he came too. But this time he kept fucking me, his cock felt so good inside me, he was better than I had ever fantasized about. He was a real man and mounting me made me so horny, I was pushing my ass out to meet his pounding cock. He came again but kept fucking me. I could feel him sweating and then I couldn't take it any more, it was so good, my body was in convulsions, the pleasure was way too much and I came, I came so hard I blacked out for a minute. I lost control and my body, I just shuttered back and forth, like I was having a seizure. I could't control it and he just kept fucking me. He came again and pulled his cock out, I lay over the back of the couch with my ass in the air. I couldn't move, he actually fucked me into submission.
He put his clothes on and kissed my cheek "thanks doll, that was some good fucking" And left.
I just lay d****d over the couch, my body had no strength to get up or even roll over, I just stayed there for I don't know how long, he had fucked my brains out. And ever since then, I've been looking for a Daddy to do that to me again. My sexuality has grown more, I love cum now, I love being dirty and being talked dirty too. I love having my ass spanked while being fucked, I also enjoyed one time with the big black daddy too. But that black cock was way too big! The part I liked the most about that meeting, was that even though I was telling him it was too big he fucked me anyway. Again, he was a real man and took me and used me as he wanted.
So, I am looking for that type of Daddy.
He is a long time admirer, we had met in a Yahoo chat room, when they had those. He had watched me on cam, when I use to dress at work, and work all day as Natika. We chatted often for about three years. Then my job changed, and I had to start traveling to meet customers. My first trip was to Louisville, KY. And so have it, Daddy lived nearby. I had mentioned it to him in a chat, when he asked me if I wanted to meet, he would make himself available. It took me a second to say "yes!"
I stayed at really high end hotels, so that made me feel very special. Also, traveling with checked luggage full of women's clothing was terrifying. Not knowing how much they check. But that too over time has become the norm for me. I really want to be so pretty and sexy for him, I made sure I had packed everything.
Meeting a man dressed as Natika was the best feeling I had felt in so long. We kissed and touched each other to the point where I just wanted to suck his cock so bad, and he knew I was craving his cock. His cock was so nice and big and fat, he had a big cock head with big ridges, I knew and planned how i was going to suck his cock, but that escaped me as soon as it was in my face. I wanted to have it in my mouth so bad. I grabbed it and started sucking it hard and trying to swallow it. I could hear him moaning but then he took hold of my head and showed me how he liked it. And then I just did that until I could feel him tense up and I could feel his cock swelling, even more in my mouth to the point where he held my head and face very hard and let out a large moan, I pulled back to have my face covered in hot, slick man seed.
I got up and went to the bathroom to get it off, he continued to moan and tell me I was a great cock sucker while I cleaned up. Once I had put more makeup on and straightened up, I walked out to find him fully clothed again, He told me that for a first timer, that I sucked the best he had ever been sucked. And that he was going to go because he knew that I would have lots to think about now. He kissed me good night and left me in my hotel room.After our first meeting, I sat in my room, really not sure how I felt and then that night I found myself fantasizing about it over and over.
Meeting him often and learning more about how horny I was for cock turned into more than sucking. In the beginning, I never wanted my own cock exposed, I really didn't have to worry about my balls, they seemed to slide up inside me whenever I dressed and never came down until I was out of Natika mode. But I found that I was enjoying him licking my ass pussy and milking my clit. And even pressing my clit against his big fat cock was very sexy, stroking them together until we both came turned me on even more. And then he finally started to push me further, he would cum in his hand and want me to lick it out, I really didn't want to, I didn't want to swallow cum, but in the end, as everything else I've done, I caved to my desires and I now crave it too. I should have expected this, because of all the cum I swallowed in my youth.
Then I needed to know what a real cock felt like inside me, but Daddy couldn't stay hard, he was an older gentleman that needed help to keep his cock hard, but it never stayed hard enough to penetrate me. While traveling again I had met with Daddy again and we were both very horny but he couldn't stay hard and he tried hard to fuck me. It just never happened and I was left unsatisfied and craving to be fucked by a real man.
The next day I was traveling to Scranton, PA, And I was so fucking horny from feeling his cock trying to penetrate me, I was driving wearing panties under my suit, I had tucked myself and just want to arrive at my hotel so I could dress again. when I arrived at my hotel I dressed right away and put an ad on Craigslist, indicating where I was staying and what I was looking for. The actual post.
Looking for a Top Gentleman 40+
Hello my name is Natika,
I'm looking for discreet fun with a 40+ top gentleman .
I am bottom only. Must be discreet and clean.
The pictures you see are recent.
I am looking for someone to have sexual encounters while on business. Night of Sept 15th.
I have only been with one man before.
I'm 34, 5'8, taller in heels at 190 lb
I'm not petite but very sexual.
I do not undress, but make my smooth bubble butt and mouth available.
And a plumber in the area answered, he told me he was going to fuck me silly, he told me to never mind, that I couldn't take his cock, he kept taunting me over and over until I couldn't take it anymore, I told him to come over and use me like a bitch!
Here is his reply to my ad on CL.
Hey there,
Very nice!
Im 38 / m / 225 /
you sound great
looking discreetly for ongoing and now
I have attached 5 pics , different pics
so you know what i look like
and hope you do the same
7 inch cock
Stays hard for hours
Still looking to meet ?
Maybe you can't handle it ;)
And he did!, he was very strong. And when I answered my door he came in and forced me to my knees, pulled out his cock and started slapping my face with it. Telling me to open my sissy faggot mouth, pushing it in my face,over and over as it got harder and harder. Then he started to fuck my mouth, I wasn't sure what was going to happen to me,but I just let it happen.
He was a very strong man, he seemed to be such a real man, very demanding and forceful. I was scared because he was so strong and was holding my head very tight while he fucked my mouth. Then he let my head go and lay down on the bed. he told me "fix your pussy fuck face up and get back over and suck my cock again!" so I did, and he got naked and lay on the bed stroking his cock with my saliva. I took my time because I didn't know what was going to happen next and he really choked me hard, shoving his hard cock down my throat, I had never had a cock that deep down my throat before and not in that way.
So once I was pretty again I walked over sexy, he was hard and large with a curve in his cock.
I was thinking that this cock is going to be inside me soon, I lay down next to him and rubbed his big chest and we kissed and I started stroking his cock. He started getting rough and pushed me down to his cock again, holding my head and fucking my mouth again, I just let him, because I really didn't have a choice now. And then he pulled me up, turned me around and pushed my skirt up over my ass then pulled my panties to the side and pushed his cock hard in my pussy.
I screamed, it fucking hurt so bad and he just held me there with his cock deep inside.
I was in so much pain, I almost passed out. Then he started slow, in and out, my pussy still hurt but it felt good, I relaxed and when I did, he started pounding. Harder and then harder and then so hard, I felt my spine vibrating. He was jack hammering me and again I just let it happen, it felt so good to have a hard cock inside me. Then he came really hard, he rolled over on the bed laying beside me with my face down and ass up. I took that opportunity to get up and go get pretty again and check my newly fucked hole,I looked in the mirror, and said to myself "so that's what fucked looks like '' I took my time re-applying my makeup and straightening up. I took my panties off and pulled my skirt down again.
When I came out of the bathroom he was up and ready again, so I walked past the bed to the couch in front of the window of the hotel room, I was so horny for his cock now, and I know my pussy was ready for fucking this time. I bent over the couch and wiggled my ass at him, then looked over my shoulder at him. I felt his hands on my ass and he ran them down to my hips, I felt his hard cock rubbing up against my ass through my skirt, slowly rubbing it up and down against my pussy. I could feel his grip tighten and then he rammed it into me and started pounding again. To this, I came, I came hard and loud... his cock hit something inside me, it made me cum like I had never cum before. He kept going and he kept fucking me harder and harder, bouncing off his cock, I couldn't stop moaning, It felt so good, I came again and he came too. But this time he kept fucking me, his cock felt so good inside me, he was better than I had ever fantasized about. He was a real man and mounting me made me so horny, I was pushing my ass out to meet his pounding cock. He came again but kept fucking me. I could feel him sweating and then I couldn't take it any more, it was so good, my body was in convulsions, the pleasure was way too much and I came, I came so hard I blacked out for a minute. I lost control and my body, I just shuttered back and forth, like I was having a seizure. I could't control it and he just kept fucking me. He came again and pulled his cock out, I lay over the back of the couch with my ass in the air. I couldn't move, he actually fucked me into submission.
He put his clothes on and kissed my cheek "thanks doll, that was some good fucking" And left.
I just lay d****d over the couch, my body had no strength to get up or even roll over, I just stayed there for I don't know how long, he had fucked my brains out. And ever since then, I've been looking for a Daddy to do that to me again. My sexuality has grown more, I love cum now, I love being dirty and being talked dirty too. I love having my ass spanked while being fucked, I also enjoyed one time with the big black daddy too. But that black cock was way too big! The part I liked the most about that meeting, was that even though I was telling him it was too big he fucked me anyway. Again, he was a real man and took me and used me as he wanted.
So, I am looking for that type of Daddy.
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