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I am a horny bi-sexual guy who loves all sex and enjoys jacking off a lot, which explains why I am here. My wife is straight and vanilla. She doesn't know about my dick fantasies or what a chronic masturbator I am. For that reason, I no longer cam, she would never get it and she very nearly caught me and that would just be too complicated. My interests are, public masturbating, hot women, small breasts, big cocks, muscles, and obviously shemales.

I have lived my whole life as a straight man, except for a couple of times exploring when I was young. For some reason though around middle age, I started watching shemale porn on the net and later, even often found myself pounding it to gay porn. I still love women, but seem to be getting more turned on by cock as I get older. Is it just me or is this happening to others? When I'm walking down the street and I see a hot woman, I still am attracted, when a see a guy, nothing. But get me alone in front of my computer and I am off(literally) to hot dick guys and shemales. Wtf. I know that if the opportunity to play with a guy came around, I would definitely give it a try, unlike years ago when I would not have, and I did have more than a few chances back then. Considering some experiences I had in my youth, I am at least bi-sexual, but in my late teens I let societies norms screw with my outlook and played it completely straight, I just wish I knew then, what I know now.
It's time to update my 'about me', I guess. I finally worked up the courage to explore my homo urges and although the first time was awkward as hell at the beginning, it wasn't long before I was so into fucking this guy, it was crazy. I couldn't join a male hook up site fast enough after that and since have done a lot more fag things than I ever thought I would and it is all fantastic and I'm having some of the best times of my life
I still love the wife and family a lot so I have to be very careful but I am so glad I sucked it up, (pun intended) and went for it. I changed my sexuality from bi-sexual to pansexual, I don't even know the difference but I took a test and that was my result. Update I looked up pansexual and I think the test nailed it.
Update again, I am having trouble keeping it hard for the wife, even though our sex life is like once every 3 months. I thought old age was fucking me up, then it finally dawned on me that every time I have been with a guy fucking, (there hasn't been that many, but plan on improving on that),my cock acts like it's 18 years old, it is rock hard and working perfect. I guess I am getting gayer by the day. Oddly I am totally fine with that.

Xhamster in their ultimate wisdom removed my profile pic because my dick was visible. Are you kidding me? It's a fucking porn site guys, ffs. It's like they want to drive us all away. I will not provide them with a pic of my face, which they say they have to have, I have a wife and family who are never going to know what a horny bastard dad is.

I wish I could put this behind me, but I just can't. If you are a trump voter or supporter, could you please not try to contact me here, (or anywhere, actually), and if we are friends already could you delete our friendship. I am never going to get along with anyone who can support a mysoginistic, greedy, selfish and very stupid excuse for a man like him. I am not happy that I feel this strongly about him, but I just do. thx.