My First Time

I was encouraged by a user here to make a blog post of a response I sent to him via pm. He asked, "when did I suck my first cock?"
I rather enjoyed recalling the story and sharing - I hope anyone that reads this also enjoys. I'd love if you comment too.

I started in college. i was laying in bed crying; my girlfriend broke up with me and I was really upset. I also had a couple shots of jack. My roommate came in after his class, saw I was upset and laid next me, comforting me. He put his arm over me and I didn't move, tbh, I felt protected.

Soon, I could feel his cock pushing into me. I didn't know what to do. If I stayed where I was, I was afraid he would assume I was gay and liked his cock pushing into me, I thought he would get mad at me. Truth was, I kind of did like it, I liked that I was turning him on.
I recall wondering what's wrong with me, is it the alcohol? Nonetheless, I moved and created a gap between us.

He said, please dont. Don't what? I asked and he responded, create a gap. I pushed back into him so hard I nearly pushed him off the bed. He humped my ass and I kept pushing into him., 10 years later and I can still remember how fucking awesome that was. Later that night, we got a pizza, drank some beers and watched a movie while sitting atop his bed. Clearly he was excited and clearly he was commando under his sweats. I got up to get us a couple of beers and when I sat down, I sat so our legs were touching. Out of the blue, I got the nerve to say, can I see your cock? and he said, sure. and pushed his sweats down.

Can I touch it? I didn't know you swung that way? he said. Me either...but this afternoon, I liked your arm wrapped around me, I felt protected, you awakened something in me, these feelings and curiosities. Ha, you liked my cock pushing into you...yes I did. He had big balls and a thick cock. He was about 5 inches hard, but oh my, it was perfect. I couldn't take my eyes off of it. I looked at him, do you mind if I touch it? Fuck no, I like boys, you know that (I did) and you're cute. I said, I think it's the alcohol but I dont care...then I leaned forward and kissed his head. I licked it, I touched his balls...he made me into a ball lover. As I licked, I tasted sweat. It had to be the alcohol, I couldn't stop. I sucked his cock and massaged his balls and in minutes he gripped my head and screamed and he exploded in my mouth. I swallowed some, some slipped out of my mouth. He pulled out, called me a natural, asked if I liked it and I asked him if I could suck some more. I meant at that moment but he said, Yea, every day sweetie....I was hooked. And that he called me "sweetie." I wasn't expecting that, nor did I expect my own cock to twitch with excitement, but it did.
I'm not gay, I'm a straight cock sucking faggot.

This happened early on in my junior year. We remained roommates through senior year, and continued to grow our friendship. Currently, we live relatively close and do get together occasionally to watch sports, hang out, hump my ass and stretch my soft, pink lips with his girth