I'm an Ass Man. Love me a fine piece of Ass. 😏

Fuckin hell... ... I want Intercourse, Adventure, Connection, & everything ... but nobody ever tries to look for me, nobody ever tries to talk to people & make their Intention clear. - and if you are a Woman ... and you want to be my Benefit  Buddy, G.F, Friend, you name it - because I want to grow with someone, other than my Family - because there are connections that I cannot get from Family, because they are Related ... as I wish for a Healthy Relationship with a Woman, or hey... I would take someone that wants to be a Woman - and obviously they will be the only one to be Feminized  ... as it is difficult for Man to even have so many types of moments, which makes me Sexually Frustrated, because all I want is connection, relationship, or etc - and me being basically Alone my whole, and I am always, for some messed up reason ... I'm the Second Choice, Overlooked ... as I am quite Attractive for a 21 year old Virgin Male ... but I am inexperienced with the real thing, and I so want it ... but I do not have the fucking opportunities like most people have - when all I want is G.F to; Grow with, Hang out, have Intercourse, Communicate, Connection, & etc ... that Traditional type of Love  - and my Heart feels Sad typing all this out. I just need someone to save me for all of this Mental Anguish, that is my Life ... as I could go on & on with all of my Past Toxic Relationships that didn't even care to Spend Time with me, Grow with me, Communicate with me, & etc ... as I need that type of Care, Love, and Understanding. - as my Big Heart is being Crushed when I try to give my Energy to people, with Communication, Composure, & Comprehension .. and I have the Patience of a Godsend ... but it seems like people have became Fickle, Pessimistic, & Unavailable. - as it really does pains me, when someone gives me their  ... but they do not take mine.  - and if someone is reading this; My Family cannot understanding my Pain with all of the Damages they have caused to me - and so many others, because I get Blocked, Banned, or etc ... and yes, I am a Lone Wolf that is struggling, because he does not really have a Pack he can go to  - and it has been that way since I was 7-11, wwatching Porn ... as I made my Porn Account when I was 15-16, & I am almost 22 now, a Virgin, a Recluse - because of all of my own Trauma - and one day... ... I might vanish from the world, because if an Attractive Guy like me cannot get someone... what is the point of my Life - because I am done with The Heart Games that people want to pull on me - when I can fall for someone pretty easily if they keep toying with me, making me feel comfortable with them, and etc ... as It hurts when I am lead on - when I am literally a Virgin & been cooped up for quite a few years, because how much people sucked -so I just let myself go a bit, kept to myself  ... but now that I am opening up... ... People are showing their true colors - and it disappoints me, because I thought Relatives should be there for me, no matter what ... and that is probably why I crave that such connection with a Woman  -and it is difficult to even get into a Relationship, because I am too Afraid to abmit that I am Scared being called a Creep, Perv, or etc ... whenever I try to go up to a Female - and I am most definitely Confident ... it is just that... .. I do not want to be Arrested for Good Intentios, when I find a Woman attractive  ... and I always get Smiles from Women when I walk around my Neighborhood  ... but I am too Shy to do anything  ... as I just Smile,Wave, or tip my Hat. Lol. - so I know I am ready for a Relationship - and it is hard to put yourself out there as a Male .. as some Women have these Big Illusions & Wacky Delusions in an "Ideal Man" ... but all I am lookin' for, is;A Traditional Woman that knows how to Communicate with Composure &  Comprehensivon. But I hope I cane get an Attractive Woman around my Age ... but Visual Media ruins that for me, with all of the Drama & whatnot ... but anyway... I came this far, alot has Changed, &i always known how to be by myself. Lol. Have a nice  time. :3

There's nothin' wrong with wanting to be Submissive as a Virgin, & not Feminized (like in my about me, with my Turn offs) ... as I don't see the issue in that for me to be blocked (which seems to me ... not able to Communicate with me, & to solve somethin' that you want with sexting or etc). Lmao. — as I'll lay down, let you caress my body (roam), play with my cock, use it, & etc ... as I just want to feel wanted in that way, & I don't see the problem with me wanting all that ... as I'll pleasure the person too, obviously ...but I would love to lose my Virginity that way. 🙃 — as I'll bend her over, pin her down ... arching her back, making her ass more prominent – pounding her passionately with my Cock. 🤷‍♂️😏

I'm horny, really want to jerk off. — but I want to keep it up. My Virginity will still be with me, waitin' for the right one. 💯

If I subbed, favorite a Video, or etc ... I would want to Jack off to them, one day ... but I don't go on Porn that often anymore ... not as much I did when I was younger. 🙃

Week 3 Sketchy. 🙃
I've came a few times accidentally ... but I've hung in there ...but I failed, because my Cock got too horny, & I accidentally came quite a few times, because how Hard & Sensitive I got. — but I've done better than most. 🐿 —— Now I'm gonna just not cum for the Entirety of 2025, because I have a feelin' that I will like 2025. 💯 — and it starts now. November 18th, was the day I started. 🤷‍♂️

If a woman was with me, basically throwing herself at me in person ... I'll crack easily probably, because of how many days I've gone without nuttin' & with my Virginity. 😅 — but I have a good amount of Self Control & Discipline ...so the Woman would have to tease me so much, touch me, & make her moves on me – and I'll probably crack easily, because of all that. 😏

Someone got me all flustered, & I Irradiates me a bit that I can't go into the spot she wanted to ... as I'm controllin' myself quite well ...but I love it when I am the one that gets hit on like that, because I don't usually receive that & it was so new to me – and I love havin' an Energy Orgasam from that, because of how much I was shakin' – and I loved our little chit-chat ... and then my Old Fashionedness, Poorness, & etc – got in the way for an opportunity ... but we're all strugglin', & I hope everyone & anyone that sees this ...I hope y'all the Best of Times, much love. 🫂
[Note: I'm hangin' in there ... but wow. I calmed myself down, & I felt a bit too Comfortable with her – and it made my whole week. Lol. — as this Virgin Country Boy really never experiences that type of stuff ... but I definitely enjoyed that, and if I get a Credit Card, A Phone Number, & etc ... I'll probably try to contact her again one day. — as she definitely gained my Heart with her Understanding, Consideration, & Leniency ... and she has my Support – when I get interactions like that. I know we were strangers ... but we definitely got to know each other quite a bit, & I hope she feels the same way; She's a Lovely Person. — and I hope she sees me as Sweet, like she said quite a bit, & I enjoy our conversations, about random topics, a bit spicy ones, & a few life topics. I really wish her well. She was absolutely Lovely. 💯]

Week 2. Completed. 💯
[Note: If I subbed to someone, favorited a Video, or put a Vid in my Watchlist. I might jack off to them, after November. Obviously. — and this is a bit too difficult, because my Girthy 7 inch Cock gets way too Hard, & if I get aroused... ...it's way more intense. 😅 — and me getting on here makes it even more difficult ... but each Week I'm updatin' my Progress, on Wednesdays, because it's my Favorite Day of the Week. — but I'm doin' well. 🐿]

Week 1. Holding on strong. 🤘