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I wish I knew why I get of so worked up making my, self punish videos. It never did this to me what does it now? I wood never admit I touched my tiny dick. Now I tell almost everyone. A sick little fetish I guess. I love adult sites that let my very ugly ass post. I hate uploading the same crap every time. I google, cock bondage and self CBT. And there dont seem to be much. I love to come up with new ways that, hurt and satisfy. Then not seem completely off kilter. I know I am not the only one. I wish my videos could be downloaded like before. I always grant full licenses to do with my content what ever desired. Straight or gay. Just as long as its viewed. I hate my tiny little dick. I think its the cause of my need to do such mean things to it. But not mean enough. I love to design tools of necessity, pleasure and pain.