Over

I've been married to a very traditional man for 9 years. Nine long vanilla years. Several months ago, my university roommate called out of the blue. It was great to see her and I found I was still attracted to her.
Well, She opened my eyes (again!) like she did in college. She was now married and in a FLR that included some pretty heavy FEMDOM kink - stuff I'd only ever scrolled past on PH. She showed me how she ran her home and how she treated her caged husband. I was floored! After a couple long weekends crashing at her place, they moved to Europe and left me stranded here with a whole mess of conflicted feelings and a very intense porn addiction that is nowhere near anything I could ever bring up to Stephen - Mr. Minuteman, himself. I find myself wanting to DOM and cuckold him so hard and fuck just about every MILF I see. Somedays, I can barely look at Stephen. I do love him. A lot. But I'm drowning and I feel like I'm about to explode. Anyway. Time to make myself cum again. In secret.