Winter Orgasm Drought
Sometimes i feel like i am losing my "self" in my servitude, which i suppose is part of the deal. My online service to Master Danny requires that i give my Husband a minimum of 3 blowjobs daily, and dress around the house in a way that both permits and encourages "free use." O/our contract also stipulates that while i am to masturbate 3x daily, i am not permitted to bring myself to orgasm, depending instead on my Husband's cock, mouth and fingers for my orgasms.
For the most part, this agreement has led to dramatically increased sexual activity and intimacy with my Husband which is wonderful! However, when the days are cold and short, and colds and flu work their way through the house, it can lead to Hubby getting a bit lazy and complacent with my constant attention to His cock and displays of my body.
In the warmer weather, when the days are long and energy is high, Hubby's thrice daily blowjobs are often just the beginning of a wonderful love making session, a lovely quickie, or more often... something in between, where His cock ends up deep in my cunt and often brings me to orgasm(s) once or twice a day.
In recent weeks, however, the blowjobs usually lead only to my mouth and belly full of His cum, a grope of my hanging udders and an appreciative "mmm, thank you sweetheart" from Him. i have been trained that it is my place in life to bring Him pleasure, and my body exists for His amusement to provide Him with sexual gratification and release, so receiving His seed is the ultimate gift and compliment, however my cunt yearns to be filled by His cock and cum. Every time my mouth receives His load my heart sinks a bit knowing it will be awhile longer until He fucks me. In a typical summertime week, i am gifted 5 or more orgasms by Hubby, but i have had only a couple since Thanksgiving and i am so freakin' horny.
i know i shouldn't complain... i have friends who rarely (if ever) orgasm with their Husbands, but it is hard sometimes to remember that there are sexual ebbs and flows in every relationship. It is so strange to be eagerly counting the days (2 or 3 now) until my period starts, knowing that i can and will enjoy many self induced orgasms while giving my Husband blowjobs. My contract with Master Danny specifically permits me to bring myself to orgasm only while my period is active and my Husband's cock is in my mouth.
Once my period is done, i will recommit myself to serving my Husband's needs in a way that is more likely to lead to Him wanting to fuck me. By focusing even more intently on His needs and desires, i will find fulfillment for my own!
-n
For the most part, this agreement has led to dramatically increased sexual activity and intimacy with my Husband which is wonderful! However, when the days are cold and short, and colds and flu work their way through the house, it can lead to Hubby getting a bit lazy and complacent with my constant attention to His cock and displays of my body.
In the warmer weather, when the days are long and energy is high, Hubby's thrice daily blowjobs are often just the beginning of a wonderful love making session, a lovely quickie, or more often... something in between, where His cock ends up deep in my cunt and often brings me to orgasm(s) once or twice a day.
In recent weeks, however, the blowjobs usually lead only to my mouth and belly full of His cum, a grope of my hanging udders and an appreciative "mmm, thank you sweetheart" from Him. i have been trained that it is my place in life to bring Him pleasure, and my body exists for His amusement to provide Him with sexual gratification and release, so receiving His seed is the ultimate gift and compliment, however my cunt yearns to be filled by His cock and cum. Every time my mouth receives His load my heart sinks a bit knowing it will be awhile longer until He fucks me. In a typical summertime week, i am gifted 5 or more orgasms by Hubby, but i have had only a couple since Thanksgiving and i am so freakin' horny.
i know i shouldn't complain... i have friends who rarely (if ever) orgasm with their Husbands, but it is hard sometimes to remember that there are sexual ebbs and flows in every relationship. It is so strange to be eagerly counting the days (2 or 3 now) until my period starts, knowing that i can and will enjoy many self induced orgasms while giving my Husband blowjobs. My contract with Master Danny specifically permits me to bring myself to orgasm only while my period is active and my Husband's cock is in my mouth.
Once my period is done, i will recommit myself to serving my Husband's needs in a way that is more likely to lead to Him wanting to fuck me. By focusing even more intently on His needs and desires, i will find fulfillment for my own!
-n
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Sounds like you have the matter "invariably" well in hand!
But it was still some entertaining prose.
i like the idea You propose, however it is not my place to deny Him the pleasure of cumming in my mouth if He chooses to. Quite the contrary, i love the feeling when His cock swells and explodes inside me, regardless of where it occurs. It is quite a magical thing to influence such an involuntary reflex!
Sometimes i forget how simple it is to remind Him that He wants His cock in my cunt... sucking His cock for a minute or two, dipping a couple fingers into my cunt and presenting them to Him to smell/taste while i tell Him how wet He makes me, invariably leads to a satisfying fuck, LOL.
Tender cheek/tooth/something in your head.
If he can't cum in your mouth he'll certainly opt for Plan B. Make it pleasantly available. I know when I'm getting blown if there's a mirror behind her and I can see pussy, I have an overwhelming urge to get in that hole before I cum. And I do. If I see it while I’m in her mouth it's like crack. Well, it IS crack… [tee-hee!! See how I did that?]
Reading your report, I feel bad for you and your pussy. Mostly you.
Hope you can make this or something else work for you both.
Well written and remarkably candid, thank you!
I follow you intently, but haven't had much to say lately. I've been curious about the status of your contract. Fascinated, actually, that you're still honoring the agreement and for the most part enjoyably so.
I certainly have no qualms with Master Danny's end of it. After all, you agreed to it, so whom am I to make an exception!
I've had the delightful satisfaction of spending quality time with several submissive women. A few joked about being my slave. But NOTHING, NO ONE, EVER even came remotely CLOSE to the arrangement you have! Not even similar. Of course, we weren't married…. But I wonder if marriage is even a factor in what you agreed to?? Anyway….
Considerable time has passed since I read the last revision/update of that contract, and I don't have time for it now. And before I go further, if this post disappears I'll understand completely - no worries.
If I had time I would review the contract before pitching a possible solution for your predicament. If what I'm about to suggest is a violation, perhaps it best that you delete this asap.
I would DM this but on the hope that it's not a violation, perhaps one or a few dozen of your faithful subscribers will be inspired to suggest further alternative(s) to assuage your suffering. After all, what are friends for, eh?
Edging.
That is my proposed solution. Guessing I don't need to elaborate, but I will anyway for those still following along at home.
Assuming that "blowjob" is not detailed in your contract, as to technique, duration, finish, et cetera there should be no risk of breach. IOW "edging" should not be a problem.
IF you've been diligently providing 3 blowjobs daily, you must by now certainly be a maestro of his pleasure instrument; his dick. You own it with your lips. If it was a harpsichord you could play Mozart with your lip and tongue & throat.
I would wager that you know when he's 1 minute away from cumming. 30 seconds. 15…. Hell, I'd give odds you have the science of his cock down so well you could do a white paper that we'd all enjoy, immensely. (I know I would!)
Dear Nadia: You know when he's gonna cum, before he even knows. You can feel it, and sense it. You also control it. You can bring him to the *edge*….
I've never sucked a dick. Never wanted to. Never even curious.
But I know that the woman can tell from my swelling, pulsing, breathing that I'm about to cum. Well before I tap on their head, or volunteer any signal/moan.
You *certainly* must know as well.
And you also know what to do to make it last; subtly or dramatically. Over & over, and over. Edging.
Yes, there may be expressions of disappointment to contend with. As well as having your head held in place and your facehole drilled. BUT, be creative.
Visit the dentist!
Fake an injury.