I wish I still had my foreskin!

I was about 11 when I tried out for summer touch football, and they had a Dr. at the sign up doing physicals and one of the things he checked was for hernias, you know where they have you drop your drawers and stick a finger up your ball sack and have you turn your head and cough. Well, they sent a note home with me to give my parents and it seems I had a hernia on my left side. Born with it I found out later. They scheduled and appointment with the family Dr. and shore enough, needed to have surgery to get it fixed that summer.
I had been masturbating for several years prior (see my post on discovering masturbation) and loved rolling my foreskin back and forth and around on my mushroom, getting a nice erection, rolling my foreskin back, exposing my bright purple mushroom. Oh it felt so good laying in bed every night masturbating till I had my orgasm for the day.
Surgery day came and in the hospital, knocked me out and when I woke up, still woozy, my side hurt like hell. As I came around more, I lifted the sheet up and had a big bandage on my side and gauze bandage all around my cock. What the fuck is this! Well it seems they circumcised my cock at the same time without my knowledge. What the fuck do you do now soldier? I was devastated to say the least, and figured my masturbation days were over. It took around 2 months for me to heal, no masturbating, no nothing. The scabs on my cock finally healed up enough that I finally started playing again, but things were totally different without my foreskin. My mushroom went from bright purple to more of a skin color, and was not nearly as sensitive to the touch. I had to learn new stroke methods that felt good to my cock and it was much harder to reach an orgasm. I still masturbate every day, and have learned over the years how to get the best feelings from my cock, but it will never, ever, be the same as it was with my foreskin. So I know how the cock feels masturbating with foreskin, and without foreskin. I think my erections and my cock still looks good being cut, but I wish I still had my foreskin!