I think I might be addicted....

It’s early Saturday morning and after scanning the daily news as I usually do... I’ve found myself – again like many days - going to my favourite online porn sites

Many days I don’t jerk off and cum... but rather spend a few minutes or an hour (or more) just looking at pictures or watching a video clip or reading captions and comments... and edge a little. My cock gets rock hard and dripping precum until I have to go on with my ‘regular life’. I’ve always loved being horny... and hard... I’m loving it more and more.

And here I am again, this time reading and responding to comments I’ve made or other members have made... getting so hard and horny... wishing instead that we in the same room talking about what turns us on and why, instead of writing it in the comment section

Porn has become something I look at almost every day now. I’m single again now for a couple of years so it’s easy to just go online anytime I want... and I do. And part of me thinks it’s not normal but my cock says ... do it...
My porn choice has changed completely too. I still find beautiful women attractive... and lesbian porn is still hot (sometimes) but it’s my bi side that made me create a profile here. And my page is all about cock. Wanting to explore this side of me more... it makes my cock so hard.

I don’t know - or at least I don’t think I know for sure – if I’m gay or just more focused on my bi side. I’ve been with a fair amount of women and I loved all of the sex I’ve ever had with them, but I find it’s the other side of me... the side that has only dipped my toes into a few times way back in my teens and twenties... being with guys.... that I seem to crave again and crave more and there’s just so much porn to feed this... hunger... this lust and desire.

I'm really loving more gay and shemale/ tranny/ femboi-sissy porn. Girls are sexy but girls with cocks ... OMG. I’ve also found that I love smooth cut cocks so much... they don’t have to be big either... but the smooth look turns me on so much... I even decided about a year ago to shave my cock and balls... and I LOVE it. I’d love to show another guy in person my smooth cock and feel his smooth cock against mine.

I’m also finding that edging while watching porn is becoming a normal thing for me... and I’m loving it. I had tasted my cum in the past (I used to be able to suck the head of my cock and eat it direct) but porn has urged me on to want it and taste it and eat it.

Hearing some video say how much I love cock or want cock and want to taste cum... it makes me so horny to eat my cum and when I do... it just fuels the fire and makes me think I’ve got to be gay if I’m eating cum... I feel so slutty and I feel like I just want to suck my own cock and drink all my own cum and then it makes me want to suck that hot cock I just saw and eat all his cum and feel it on my lips and tongue and face.

I love the feeling while watching some gay cum eating video or reading some hot gay erotica and my cock is ready to burst but I hold back as just a bit of my cum oozes out on my fingers and I start licking them... feeling my warm cum on my lips... and wanting more... and more.

And so I watch more porn... and I think about porn more and more and when I can watch it again. I love caption pics and I love chatting and commenting with other guys like me... not sure who we really are but knowing out lust and desires are on centred on cock... and cum and gay sex... and craving the feel of another hard cock... and the feel of a guys hands on my body while mine explore his... “fagging out together” is what I call it.

Part of this insatiable desire I think is because I’ve had ‘normal’ sex but I haven’t had (very much) of exploring all the other things that turn me on.

The ‘taboo’ of being in a room with nothing but cocks... all hard because they are also in a room with nothing but hard cocks. All of us are so hard because hard cocks turn us on. And the idea that we ‘might” all be gay... so deep in the closet... but trying to deal with these deep cravings and the lust we feel and the need to share with other like minded guys.

I’m going to go look at more porn now... my cock is rock hard after writing that and sharing with other guys some of my secrets and desires...