What i remember

I was a only c***d. We moved from Oakland when i was about 8 i was already into panties i remember going over to my Aunts with 2 girl cousins apartment for one night, I when into bathroom and there was the hamper that a found a pair of red panties with lace I took them to bed where I was sleeping on the couch in the living room. I put them on it felt so good but they where on the small size So I found away to masturbate by getting on my knees with my cock between my thighs and rocking back and forth so that way I
could look down and see the head of my cock in the silky crotch of the panties and when i would cum the crotch would get covered in wet cum right where a girl would get wet it felt so good. well when i was keeling to masturbate i hear a rip but I kept going i couldn't stop i wanted too cum and i came in the red panties that was the first time i got to wear their panties and when i was done with the panties I threw them under the couch in the morning i had to leave and didn't have time to put them back in the hamper. I am sure my aunt found them later but nothing was say to me. I know she had to know it was me that the red ripped the panties with cum all over them i was the only boy around i wish i could have spend more time at my cousins place. After we moved for some reason i stopped wearing panties for awhile don' know why a few yrs later i started up again