My first

My story I think is pretty common. I grew up in the midwest and in an area where you're not supposed to be anything but straight. It wasn't like that for me though. From the time I was 15 until now, I have been anything but straight. I won't go through my entire sexual history, nobody would be interested that long. But my first experience with a man was exhilarating. I had a job where I worked at a grocery store. After the store closed part of my job as low man on the totem pole was to clean. It generally took about half an hour to get the store cleaned. The manager closing would count the money and it took about the same time as cleaning, we would meet in the back of the store at 7:45 to clock out. One Sunday night the store was rather slow and I was able to get almost everything done before the store even closed. When this happened I would go to the back room and climb up to the “Catwalk” where the security guards used to peek out two way mirrors to watch for shoplifters. I could wait up there while the manager counted the money and when he was done I could see him leave the booth and head for the backroom. The catwalk was a long narrow walkway suspended above the length of the backroom along the back wall of the store. It's length also was directly above the restrooms. There were also airvents that from the right angle allowed you to clearly see into both restrooms. Everyone knew it yet I didn't think anyone would ever watch because the catwalk made noise and you moved along the walkway. But, because I was young and foolish I watched every Sunday as the manager relieved himself before clocking out. Staring directly down I was fascinated by his huge cock. Even though I was young and hadn't seen that many, I was sure this was a giant among cocks. So as I watched him relieve himself the bulge in my own pants strained against the fabric and I thought for sure the zipper would break. I rubbed my cock from the outside of my pants while watching him. He shook the cock when he was done and I shot my load in my pants. I was shocked when I came and I fell against the wall. It wasn't a big fall, but on the catwalk, any movement produced a loud sound. When I fell I thought I had seen the manager look up but wasn't sure. He walked out of the restroom and I headed for the stairs. I came around the corner and met him near the time clock. My face felt like it was 150 shades of deep red. Between the deep red burning on my face and what seemed like a pint of cum in my pants it made walking to the time clock very uncomfortable. The manager seemed to stare right through me, however he said nothing, but I was sure he had heard me and knew I was watching him. Luckily for me I was wearing dark pants and the growing wet spot was not yet noticeable. We said our goodbyes and parted ways at the door. I damn near ran to my car. I drove two blocks to a local park and pulled out my cock, it was hard again and I masturbated myself until I came again. I was so turned on by almost being caught by my manager I came fairly fast. I cleaned myself up and went home. Closing the store during the week was different because there were 5 or 6 employees there. On Sundays because it was much slower it was just me and the manager. The manager I closed with on Sundays was a younger assistant manager who was tall and had shoulder length dark hair. He was very good looking and usually had all the women who shopped in the store trying to converse with him. He flirted right back and was very popular with the ladies. Well the week d**g on but finally reached Sunday. Just before I finished my work the manager called me to the booth and asked me to hose down the sidewalk infront of the store because it was filthy. I was so disappointed, I thought I would be able to get on the catwalk early enough to jack off without the danger of being caught. I finished hosing down the sidewalk and was still able to make it to the backroom in time to watch the manager relieve himself. The lights were out as I got to the backroom, this wasn't unusual they were out about half the time and it saved me from turning them out to lessen the chance of being seen through the vent. I climbed the stairs, looked out through the two way mirror into the store and saw the manager in the booth. I pulled my cock out and began rubbing it slowly in anticipation of watching him piss. Eventually I saw the manager leave the booth and I took the few steps to my perch above the vent and got down on my knees to the right angle for watching. I watched him relieve himself and as he finished he shook his cock but then unlike the previous 20 times I watched him he didn't stop at just a few shakes. He kept rubbing it. Over and over until it stood straight out. He was jacking off right at the toilet. I couldn't believe what I was watching. But my eyes were glued to his cock. I was beating my own cock so furiously I knew I was making a ton of noise but he didn't seem to hear as he never turned his head to look up. Just as I was about to come the lights flashed on and I heard a noise. Nobody had turned on the lights, a man was standing a few feet ahead of me and was aiming a bright flashlight directly in my eyes. He yelled at me “Are you done yet!”, “Get off your knee's and get down those stairs”. I couldn't see, the light was shined directly in my eyes but I thought I recognized the voice as one of the security guards. I was terrified. Graduation was just a few weeks away, and I knew I was going to jail. I stumbled to the stairway while trying to put my still hard cock in my pants. The unknown voice yelling at me to get down the stairs. I had completely forgotten about the manager. I got down to the backroom and could clearly see the voice behind the flashlight was indeed one of the security guards. He told me to go sit down on a pallet of grocery bags that was against the wall. Just then the manager came around the corner. The two stepped away from me and talked quietly. I sat there on the pallet and I thought I was going to cry. It wasn't that I was going to get in trouble it was the humiliation of being caught watching someone pee AND the added embarrassment of masturbating while doing it. I was mortified, my brother worked for the same company but a different store. I was going to be known as a pervert once people found out. The two approached me and began yelling at me. They were telling me I was going to jail, and it wasn't right to spy on people. I was freaking out and terrified. I begged them not to call the police. I began to cry, I was so upset this was going to completely ruin my world. Here I was almost a grown man and I was caught, and now I was in tears. The manager told me to quit crying. I was blubbering and breathing heavy, I couldn't see until I wiped the tears from my eyes and when my vision was clear I opened my eyes to the managers cock inch's from my face. He said “If you don't want us to call the cops suck it”. I had always dreamed of sucking a cock but I had yet to ever even touch another man. I actually closed my mouth on his cock and my tongue was the first part of me to touch another mans cock. I sucked and kissed and licked and caressed and jacked his cock like nothing I had ever done before. While I was sucking his cock the security guard came up behind me and moved me to where I was bent over the pallet. Before I knew what was happening my pants were pulled down around my ankles. The security guard spit on my ass and then jammed his finger in. He worked another finger in and when I didn't object he kept working on loosening my ass. I was oblivious to anything, I was in heaven, I had someone playing with my ass and a huge cock down my throat. During the initial encounter they were rough, and at some point flipped me onto my back. My head was off the edge of the pallet and the manager shoved his cock down my throat and was fucking my mouth. Before I knew it my feet were over the guards shoulders and he was burying his cock in my ass. When he first put his cock in me there was intense pain. It lasted only a few minutes until I needed him deeper and deeper into my ass. He pounded my virgin ass until I thought I couldn't take it anymore and then he exploded inside me. I was shocked when he came, I felt the warm explosion and the sticky wet fluid seep into my ass. The guard pulled out and switched positions with the manager. I was over the edge in ecstasy. The Guard shoved his cock down my throat and yelled at me “Clean it off you little bitch”. The scent of my ass and the salty taste of his come sent me over the edge and I licked it thoroughly until his cock was spotless. While this was going on the manager drove his cock into me like a jackhammer. He pounded my ass until he came and came. When the guard pulled out of my throat I was able to lift my head and see that the guard and the manager were leaning over me and were kissing each other deeply. The manager pulled out and told me to get dressed and get out of the store and I had better not tell anyone or they would tell about me peeping on the manager. I worked only another couple weeks until I graduated and left for the Army. I never mentioned that encounter to anyone until I was much older. And I never had any more contact with them. It provided fuel for my masturbation sessions for years and years. Was it consensual? Oh probably not. But was it against my will? Definitely not. I will never know for sure if they had planned that encounter or not. I think they did but the fact that I don't know for sure seems to add to the excitement of the memories. I have slept with many men since then, but never have I ever had an encounter that was as close to erotic as that. I hope you enjoyed my first man as much as I did. Let me know if you enjoyed this memory.