Diary of porn obsessions
So I'd like to fuck with Conner, because he's cute. He reminds me of a German boy I used to fuck years ago.
I'd like to fuck with Aybars - but I don't know what we'd do. He looks a bit inscrutable.
Rod Daily is cute. I love his butt. I'd love to have my cock up there
Kurt Rogers looks the ultimate professional. He's been an escort for some years and knows his way around. He's my ideal of a man.
I find Manuel DeBoxer hot. He's got a fantastic body, loves being worshipped (I could use a private performance in a strip joint)and operates really well as a bottom.
Milan Gamiani always manages to look as though he's enjoying what he's doing - and he can take a fucking like no one else. His scene with Peto is so fucking hot.
There is something about Poles. 6ft 3in of Lucas Knowles - pure man - but what's going on in his head? There's a sadness that you want to reach. Lovely guy. And Malik - he loves fucking and he's good at it. He's rough,but he likes the boys he's fucking. With Pierre - it's music! Maybe I just like rough fuckers. At least they're role models. Rick Nolan is another great guy. I wish he'd do more stuff.
But when I see a guy like Christian in action, I realize that they guys I really admire and want to have in my bed are the sub-boys. Christian is in a class of his own, but Brandon Jones is catching up. Brandon is a bit clean cut and innocent now but in a year or two he'll be hungry for what he can get. And that particular Hungarian look that Rick Bauer has. I've always loved Hungarians since the first boy I ever hired. He took it hard and the harder I went the more he liked it.
17 July 12 - Fuck! I've just found Paddy O'Brian. You get used to American accents, but as a Londoner I would love to hear a local voice - and Paddy's the genuine article. He's a real Londoner - cocky, cheerful, horny. I can't get enough of him and my only hope is that he isn't Americanized. Already they're giving him an American haircut and sleaking him up. Stay British and rough, Paddy!
24 July 12 - I'm well into older guys fucking twinks at the moment - maybe because I've got myself a boy. He's an ex-squaddie in his thirties, married, security guard - but he wants to be treated as my son, keen to do the things with his daddy that his mummy no longer wants to do. I plan to dress him in petticoat and bra and fuck him (he's never been fucked before, so I need to go carefully).
25 July 12 - Give me a rough Spaniard to fuck and I'm happy. I love Milan Gamiani, who is at his best as a gentle bottom. Axel Brooks would need mastering. Those wild eyes area real turn on.
4 Aug 12 - Something new - something old. I like Jimmy Fanz. He's got the right attitude - a young guy who enjoys what he's doing and doesn't mind who knows about it. Then Bobby Blake. If anyone could have turned me into a bitch boy, he could have done.
12 Sept - What is it about Slut Bottom Chris? Maybe it's the vids he's in. To get humiliated or by my woman is a distant fantasy, but it's real - and that guy is real if he's anything.
25 Sept 12 - Need to add Harley Everett to my hot guy list. He's English, which is great, and he's from the North, which is better. His tough-rough face has to originate in the North-East. Love him and hopes he's happy
11 Nov 12 - There's something about stocky Latinos with big thighs that works for me. Vince Ferelli has the thighs, the butt and the pecs - and he seems to enjoy getting fucked and knocked around. What's there not to like!