I realized that Yes I Could

It was during the warmup stretches during practice. One of the new stretches was laying on our backs, throwing our legs over our heads and touching our toes to the track. So easy. Suddenly staring at my crotch I realized how close it was to my face. Took me about three seconds to wonder how close it would be if I was hard too. I knew exactly what I was going to find out when I got home. So I finished practice, went home and straight to a shower. I still had time before dinner and so I went to my room, still naked, got on my back and folded myself over. I was already hard.

The head of my cock was so close. I wasn't super long, just thin and flexible. A little more stretching and flexing and it didn't take long before I was licking the head with my tongue. So many thoughts going through my head. Is this gay? Is this how it feels when someone else does it? I licked some more but couldn't get much further that time. But I spent the next few days stretching, practicing and getting closer. A little more each time. Finally, I got to the point that I could get more than the head in my mouth and started to lick, suck, hump into my own mouth. The sensations took over until I knew I was not going to let myself stop until I exploded in my mouth. And I did. The hardest, strangest orgasm I had ever had. It seemed to last forever and I filled my mouth with cum. This was the first time I'd had ever tasted it. I wasn't a huge fan of it, but it was also a small price to pay for this feeling.

For the next couple months this was my ritual. Get home, shower, and get as much of my cock as I could in my mouth. Looking back on it, it must have been so freaking obvious what I was doing in my room between getting home and having dinner. Maybe not how I was doing it, but for sure what I was doing. No one is ever as sneaky as they think they are. Especially when you forget to close the door all the way just once....