Bullet For My Valentine, Tears Don't Fall: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=9sTQ0QdkN3Q HIM, Sweet 666: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=HXxL069UAts Linkin Park, One More Light: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=Tm8LGxTLtQk Linkin Park, Castle Of Glass: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=ScNNfyq3d_w System Of A Down, B.Y.O.B. (Bring Your Own bombs) : https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=zUzd9KyIDrM Operation Ivy, Gonna Find You: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=zUzd9KyIDrM Gorillaz, On Melancholy Hill: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=04mfKJWDSzI Garbage, Only Happy When It Rains: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=GpBFOJ3R0M4 Apocalyptica feat. Corey Taylor, I'm not jesus: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=HXxL069UAts Slipknot, s***f: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=LXEKuttVRIo The offspring, gone away: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=40V9_1PMUGM Judas Priest, here comes the tears: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=HO8zT0txIM Metallica, fade to black: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=HdWw9SksiwQ Hazbin hotel, addict: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=ulfeM8JGq7s Hazbin hotel, phantom (alastor's song) https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=Cw1AYY8rySs Thirty seconds to Mars, the k**l (bury me) : https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=8yvGCAvOAfM Green Day, wake me up when September ends: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=NU9JoFKlaZ0 Sum 41, with me: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=D61Qeke6h9I Sum 41, (Linkin Park cover) feat. Mike shinoda: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=l2Po_BHvLlI Evanescence, my immortal: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=5anLPw0Efmo Simple plan, perfect: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=RUi54JTgL5s Black Veil Brides, knives and pens: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=gFDCHdKbKBY Paramore, decode: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=RvnkAtWcKYg Taking back Sunday, makedamnsure: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=4ldjbjwim4k Fall out boy, thanks fr th mmrs: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=onzL0EM1pKY Taking back Sunday, bullet with butterfly wings (Smashing Pumpkins cover) : https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=UgeE8i4nq4U The used, the bird and the worm: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=U87SwbMhxCE USS (Ubiquitous Synergy Seeker), this is the best: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=o6LGi2Y9GYk Linkin Park, in the end: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=eVTXPUF4Oz4 Rise against, prayer of the refugee: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=9SQGOYOjxs Rise against, Death blossoms: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=t5Qksz0Yk5w Die mannequin, do it or die: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=12hLB0Mz2rg Mayday Parade, miserable at best: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=GqM3Dr7agjY [this was my ex bfs breakup song he sent me when I left him] I hope you enjoy this list and if you want more suggestions just ask

A question I just thought if is why is everybody in hazbin hotel sexy in their own way?

Why is it every opportunity I get to make a friend I fuck up, disappoint them, then have then never talk to me again. Almost every damn time. Why? What's wrong with me that's bad enough to cause this?

This man saved my life with his music but I couldn't help him. Now one more light has gone out, he gave a cry for help, he tried to keep it together but it all unwound. That unwinding is what caused us to lose this man. He did all he could to help everyone he could, yet when he needed help the world ignored him. His description of depression he gave in his cry for help is what many others, including myself feel on an almost daily basis. So please for all those suffering from depression and even if you aren't, watch this video and remember, he tried to help everyone he could and he was ignored.
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=ZC_-zeWYMYo

Bullet For My Valentine, Tears Don't Fall: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=9sTQ0QdkN3Q
HIM, Sweet 666: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=HXxL069UAts
Linkin Park, One More Light: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=Tm8LGxTLtQk
Linkin Park, Castle Of Glass: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=ScNNfyq3d_w
System Of A Down, B.Y.O.B. (Bring Your Own bombs) : https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=zUzd9KyIDrM
Operation Ivy, Gonna Find You: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=zUzd9KyIDrM
Gorillaz, On Melancholy Hill: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=04mfKJWDSzI
Garbage, Only Happy When It Rains: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=GpBFOJ3R0M4
Apocalyptica feat. Corey Taylor, I'm not jesus: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=HXxL069UAts
Slipknot, s***f: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=LXEKuttVRIo
The offspring, gone away: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=40V9_1PMUGM
Judas Priest, here comes the tears: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=-HO8zT0txIM
Metallica, fade to black: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=HdWw9SksiwQ
I hope you enjoy this list and if you want more suggestions just ask

I give up, I've done everything I could do to try to take my mind off the pain and depression. It's worthless I still want to die, I still feel useless, and I still feel like I'm always either used, refused, ignored, or a b u s e d. It's useless to try and find love, my existence is useless. If you hadn't caught my drift, I give up.

Well I was going to post about how I'm felling but I thought about it and realized that no one cares and no one ever will.

Hi, if you like me or just need someone to talk to please message me.