About

About me
I was so blessed and lucky to have been married to the perfect wife for over 35 years, until I lost her to cancer. She was very loving, beautiful, had this tremendous sex drive and we were both totally into anything sexually. Nothing was too kinky. I never believed in monogamy and we had an open relationship when we were living together that became an Open Marriage. Don't let anyone tell you that open marriages don't last, ours lasted 35 incredible years. In the beginning we were swinging and swapping with loads of couples and singles. I will always remember the first time I told Mary I wanted her to be with a black man. I will write a post about that soon as I fill in more of this page. A couple of weeks later she had her first black experience and it was full speed ahead after that. BTW, I know that there are many white men that have the same fetishes and desires as I do, but I could never be pussy free. I love to be with women, especially black and Latin ones and have since I was a teenager that grew up inner city, but over the years have developed a love of all sexual orientations especially transgender, cross dressers, gays and sissy bois. I love to suck and swallow white men with little dicks. I love to be with all "men" any age and color. I have virtually no limits. The kinkier the better! Whenever you read a post of mine I want you to know that these are not made up stories, but real TRUE experiences that we had. As I said, "we had an incredible life." The only sad part is that Mary had 3 miscarriages with me and 2 from black men. With the last one her O.B. said to never get pregnant again or you could die.

We had all different types of relationships with our black bulls; some were a one time quicky to long term relationships that Mary got pregnant from. I will always remember how excited and hard my dick got the first time Mary told me she was in love with her bull. I still love to think about that when I masturbate. We both loved it when she would fuck a total stranger that she didn't even know their name. She did black men anytime, any place and amount and any way. Through all of this I was sexually active with other women and when we would come home from another partner we tell each other everything and make love or masturbate.

As we got more and more into IR sex it soon became our only sex. We would go on vacation to the islands. Go for weekends to Atlantic City and other cities with large black populations. We also did weekends away with our black lovers. We became just totally in need of IR sex. It became the only sex. One night in bed after Mary had spent a night out with a bull she was telling me about it and she said, "She thinks she is now Black Only," I loved hearing that and told her I knew that it would happen from the first time she went black and I was proud of her."
I had become a total cuck for BBC and eventually wanted to be with them all the time, even without Mary there. I now look at black men and wonder what their cocks taste like and if they would let me suck them off, even in public. I am also a true supporter of BNWO

Our Cardinal Rules;
1. never have a black man use a condom
2. never say no to a black man
3. let black men use and do whatever they want to our white wives, sisters, women
4. the first cum from the bulls, should be as deep as possible in a white wives pussy and no pulling out. Push that potent black sperm into our wives wombs
5.The best place to fuck and take our wives is in the Marital Bed. It's the most humiliating to you
6. White men are there to service their wives and bulls in any way they want
7. It is an honor for the bull to allow you to clean up his cock after he fucks you wife, especially after anal
8. you must address the bull as Master and be completely submissive to him and his friends
9. If you are allowed to watch you must do anything the bull and your wife tell you, including ass kissing, ass licking and sucking, kissing the bulls balls, fluffing
10. If you have the honor of the bull cumming in your mouth you must keep it in your mouth until he gives you permission to swallow
11. if she was with a group of black men she would do the ones that had never been with a white woman first and teach them all about how a white body and pussy smell and taste
12. Doing black teenagers 18 and older
13. doing older black men especially those that never were with a white woman She didn't want any black man to die without having ever been with a white lady

Things I love:
1. Mary fucking one or more BBC's while I am at work
2. coming home to find Mary in bed with a bull she was fucking while I was at work
3. leaving for work in the morning and meeting the bull or bulls that she will be with while you are at work
4. White wives being gangbanged
5. White wives being passed around
6. White wives fucking BBC's with out protection
7. Verbal humiliation from black bulls or my wife
8. Dirty talking
9. Being feminized
10. Wearing panties, bras negligees, wigs and make up
11. Sucking black cocks while on my knees looking up, especially with my wife watching and verbally degrading me
12. swallowing black cum while on my knees looking up, especially with my wife watching and verbally degrading me
13. Being a total cuckold
14. Being a total sissy faggot
15. Being with other cuckolds and sharing our life experiences, while we suck each other off
16. the BNWO and helping it come sooner
17. White women being breed by BBC's
18. being with tranys, gay men, sissy faggots, she males, cross dressers
19. being with white men that have very tiny penises and sucking them to completion and swallowing their sperm
20. watching Mary flirt with black men
21. taking her to all black bars, clubs and neighborhoods to pick up black men and boys to fuck in the bathrooms, or alleys before we took them home