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How about something light to start off with before the chewy stuff?
I love folk music, particularly Beirut and Hawk and a Hacksaw. Soley is really good as is First Aid Kit (in my opinion anyway!). I also like "Dark Ambient" and witchhouse, such as Fever Ray and Crystal Castles, but like a typical hipster, I prefer CC's earlier stuff. On the hipster note, I do have traits of hipsterness, but they are pretty superficial and coincidental. I do traditional carpentry, so I wear plaid shirts (although now I have a collection of plain white tees, which I prefer when working up a sweat). I like music nobody else has heard of. Why? Because it creates conversation and music is somewhere I enjoy pushing my boundaries. Vaporwave? I just couldn't get into it. I started listening to Boards of Canada after they became cool, but because I'm socially unaware and disconnected, I didn't realise they were cool, and had even been namedropped in Peep Show (which is naff by the way). I have a beard, but I don't keep insane care of it. Of course I clean it and trim it, but I don't waste my day on it. My wife likes it, too (but I was told I was not allowed a Gandalf beard-no, not even Gimli!). However, I have meaty thighs so I cannot wear skinny jeans, I only wear bootcuts and they're primarily Wrangler, which is a manly manly jeans company! OK less of me labouring the point about how I'm not a hipster. That stopped being interesting when I started "on the hipster note". I'm very hands-on (hence the traditional carpentry). I love food. Not in the way an obese person does, but I like good food. I'm not a "foodie", I can't stand those contest shows. But my wife and I do discuss the food when we go places, what we can taste. Especially South East Asia, that is a culinary delight of ours. OK I've bored you enough with that. Now, with the more serious stuff, you may be thinking "what's with the weirdass profile picture?" - you may also not be thinking this, and have already drifted elsewhere by this point. Oh well, can't please 'em all.
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I am a young married man who has suffered from temptation of extramarital sexuality since I was a teenager. I am still under mercy to resist. I am a traditionalist, non-Catholic, but sacramentalist Christian, raised as a Protestant I was lukewarm, and never really cared about giving in to any desire I had unless it had a negative impact on me later. But now, things are different. I come here not to condemn anyone, but that my presence may channel a respite from all that appears on this site. For who am I to judge outsiders? I come with love, not a whip. My picture is of St Martinianos the Venerable of Caesarea and below is a prayer attributed to him. I was once consumed by sexual desires, so I can make no boast in avoiding any now because it is by no power of myself that I resist, ever, but only God was able to melt this crooked heart of stone. So, if you are someone who comes on here for whatever reason, maybe to satisfy a need for sexual intimacy that you cannot fill then please read about St Martinianos and consider the prayer below. If you came across this profile and laughed, God bless you and warm your heart. My love for you is no less strong than for my brothers and sisters. I do not intend to censor anyone, so if you leave comments of anger on my profile, they will stay there for as long as you mean it. Maybe, later, you will regret making them and they will act as a reminder. Just let me know if you want it deleted, and I will. If you have any questions, please don't hesitate to question me and ask. If you message me with something you know I won't like, I will bless you. May the Grace of God be with us all.
"Again have I the wretched one been tripped up in my mind by serving my evil and sinful habits. Again I am dragged as a captive by the prince of darkness and the father of passionate pleasure; and as a slave, humiliated by his will, he forces me to serve the desires of the flesh. And what am I to do, O Lord, redeemer and defender of all who hope in Thee, but to turn again to Thee and sigh and beg forgiveness for the things which I have done. But I fear and tremble that perhaps even though I confess daily and try to avoid harmful things, yet still I cease not to sin every hour, and fail to render my prayer to Thee, my God, I might yet incite Thy patience unto wrath. And who can bear Thine anger, O Lord? Wherefore, knowing the multitude of Thy compassions and the abyss of Thy love for mankind, again I throw myself upon Thy mercy, and I cry unto Thee, saying: I have sinned, O Lord; have mercy upon me, the fallen one. Grant unto me Thy hand in help, who am sunk in the pit of pleasures, and do not abandon me, O Lord, Thy servant, to be destroyed by mine iniquities and my sins. Rather, in Thy usual goodness, deliver me from the pollution and the stain of my flesh and from my passionate thoughts which in every way defile my miserable soul. Behold, O Lord my God, there is not even one place in it that is clean, but it is altogether leprous; my body is itself one great wound. Let Thou Thyself, therefore, as the healer of souls and the wellspring of life, cleanse my soul with tears which Thou shalt pour out upon me abundantly. Grant me healing and cleansing, and turn not Thy face from me, lest the darkness of despair consume me as fire. But as Thou Thyself, the all-true God, hast said that there is joy in heaven at the return of a sinner, close not the ears of Thy compassion against the prayer of my repentance, but open them unto me and direct my prayer before Thee as incense. Thou, the Creator, knowest the weakness of our nature, how easily we slip in our youth; yet Thou overlookest the sins and Thou acceptest the repentance of those who confess to Thee in truth. For Thou alone art sinless, and unto Thee we ascribe glory, now and ever, and unto ages of ages. Amen."
Lord Jesus Christ, son of God, have mercy on me, a sinner.
May God bless you all. Amen.
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I have, in some sense, made it my mission to destroy the darkest corners of this place. "What right have you to take away our pleasures?" I hear you ask. Oh but you have not asked me what I believe to be the darkest corners. In my opinion, whilst some of the content on here is just plain sick, there is some content still that should not even be here. If all I can do is restore honour and privacy to some women who have been violated by tarry hearts, eyes and minds like my own, then I have done my Father's will. For this reason, if I am able, I will contact people through other means, such as Facebook, to make them aware of accounts on this website that use photos of them or claim to be them. I make it clear I am not blackmailing, or offering a paid service, and that I am not judging them. Instead, I offer to help get the account closed. Why? Because it is at no cost to me and is to the benefit of, frankly, abused women everywhere. Some might call me a "white knight", but this is as inconsequential to me as their vile passions. The status quo should be restoring dignity, not ignoring breaches of it.
The question is, does it work? Well, so far I have a 100% success rate. I started this mission just this week, and have found and helped close an account already. I will update and add to this list as I succeed.
The profile was "AliceJ123". They claimed to be a young woman from the midlands of England. There were a variety of intimate photos of her. They were taken when she was 19 and the comments left by users on them were vomit-inducing. Anyway, I found her on Facebook and I got the account closed.
I don't say this to brag. I am only saying this so you know where I stand. I hate the abuse and violence of women. I have been attacked even by a young woman for it, that some women "ask for it" because of the way they dress. Just no.
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I believe in women's rights, in a way that I neither share with the secular world nor any Christian I have met, those who I have met who share with are pretender Christians who make it up as they go along.
I love folk music, particularly Beirut and Hawk and a Hacksaw. Soley is really good as is First Aid Kit (in my opinion anyway!). I also like "Dark Ambient" and witchhouse, such as Fever Ray and Crystal Castles, but like a typical hipster, I prefer CC's earlier stuff. On the hipster note, I do have traits of hipsterness, but they are pretty superficial and coincidental. I do traditional carpentry, so I wear plaid shirts (although now I have a collection of plain white tees, which I prefer when working up a sweat). I like music nobody else has heard of. Why? Because it creates conversation and music is somewhere I enjoy pushing my boundaries. Vaporwave? I just couldn't get into it. I started listening to Boards of Canada after they became cool, but because I'm socially unaware and disconnected, I didn't realise they were cool, and had even been namedropped in Peep Show (which is naff by the way). I have a beard, but I don't keep insane care of it. Of course I clean it and trim it, but I don't waste my day on it. My wife likes it, too (but I was told I was not allowed a Gandalf beard-no, not even Gimli!). However, I have meaty thighs so I cannot wear skinny jeans, I only wear bootcuts and they're primarily Wrangler, which is a manly manly jeans company! OK less of me labouring the point about how I'm not a hipster. That stopped being interesting when I started "on the hipster note". I'm very hands-on (hence the traditional carpentry). I love food. Not in the way an obese person does, but I like good food. I'm not a "foodie", I can't stand those contest shows. But my wife and I do discuss the food when we go places, what we can taste. Especially South East Asia, that is a culinary delight of ours. OK I've bored you enough with that. Now, with the more serious stuff, you may be thinking "what's with the weirdass profile picture?" - you may also not be thinking this, and have already drifted elsewhere by this point. Oh well, can't please 'em all.
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I am a young married man who has suffered from temptation of extramarital sexuality since I was a teenager. I am still under mercy to resist. I am a traditionalist, non-Catholic, but sacramentalist Christian, raised as a Protestant I was lukewarm, and never really cared about giving in to any desire I had unless it had a negative impact on me later. But now, things are different. I come here not to condemn anyone, but that my presence may channel a respite from all that appears on this site. For who am I to judge outsiders? I come with love, not a whip. My picture is of St Martinianos the Venerable of Caesarea and below is a prayer attributed to him. I was once consumed by sexual desires, so I can make no boast in avoiding any now because it is by no power of myself that I resist, ever, but only God was able to melt this crooked heart of stone. So, if you are someone who comes on here for whatever reason, maybe to satisfy a need for sexual intimacy that you cannot fill then please read about St Martinianos and consider the prayer below. If you came across this profile and laughed, God bless you and warm your heart. My love for you is no less strong than for my brothers and sisters. I do not intend to censor anyone, so if you leave comments of anger on my profile, they will stay there for as long as you mean it. Maybe, later, you will regret making them and they will act as a reminder. Just let me know if you want it deleted, and I will. If you have any questions, please don't hesitate to question me and ask. If you message me with something you know I won't like, I will bless you. May the Grace of God be with us all.
"Again have I the wretched one been tripped up in my mind by serving my evil and sinful habits. Again I am dragged as a captive by the prince of darkness and the father of passionate pleasure; and as a slave, humiliated by his will, he forces me to serve the desires of the flesh. And what am I to do, O Lord, redeemer and defender of all who hope in Thee, but to turn again to Thee and sigh and beg forgiveness for the things which I have done. But I fear and tremble that perhaps even though I confess daily and try to avoid harmful things, yet still I cease not to sin every hour, and fail to render my prayer to Thee, my God, I might yet incite Thy patience unto wrath. And who can bear Thine anger, O Lord? Wherefore, knowing the multitude of Thy compassions and the abyss of Thy love for mankind, again I throw myself upon Thy mercy, and I cry unto Thee, saying: I have sinned, O Lord; have mercy upon me, the fallen one. Grant unto me Thy hand in help, who am sunk in the pit of pleasures, and do not abandon me, O Lord, Thy servant, to be destroyed by mine iniquities and my sins. Rather, in Thy usual goodness, deliver me from the pollution and the stain of my flesh and from my passionate thoughts which in every way defile my miserable soul. Behold, O Lord my God, there is not even one place in it that is clean, but it is altogether leprous; my body is itself one great wound. Let Thou Thyself, therefore, as the healer of souls and the wellspring of life, cleanse my soul with tears which Thou shalt pour out upon me abundantly. Grant me healing and cleansing, and turn not Thy face from me, lest the darkness of despair consume me as fire. But as Thou Thyself, the all-true God, hast said that there is joy in heaven at the return of a sinner, close not the ears of Thy compassion against the prayer of my repentance, but open them unto me and direct my prayer before Thee as incense. Thou, the Creator, knowest the weakness of our nature, how easily we slip in our youth; yet Thou overlookest the sins and Thou acceptest the repentance of those who confess to Thee in truth. For Thou alone art sinless, and unto Thee we ascribe glory, now and ever, and unto ages of ages. Amen."
Lord Jesus Christ, son of God, have mercy on me, a sinner.
May God bless you all. Amen.
---
I have, in some sense, made it my mission to destroy the darkest corners of this place. "What right have you to take away our pleasures?" I hear you ask. Oh but you have not asked me what I believe to be the darkest corners. In my opinion, whilst some of the content on here is just plain sick, there is some content still that should not even be here. If all I can do is restore honour and privacy to some women who have been violated by tarry hearts, eyes and minds like my own, then I have done my Father's will. For this reason, if I am able, I will contact people through other means, such as Facebook, to make them aware of accounts on this website that use photos of them or claim to be them. I make it clear I am not blackmailing, or offering a paid service, and that I am not judging them. Instead, I offer to help get the account closed. Why? Because it is at no cost to me and is to the benefit of, frankly, abused women everywhere. Some might call me a "white knight", but this is as inconsequential to me as their vile passions. The status quo should be restoring dignity, not ignoring breaches of it.
The question is, does it work? Well, so far I have a 100% success rate. I started this mission just this week, and have found and helped close an account already. I will update and add to this list as I succeed.
The profile was "AliceJ123". They claimed to be a young woman from the midlands of England. There were a variety of intimate photos of her. They were taken when she was 19 and the comments left by users on them were vomit-inducing. Anyway, I found her on Facebook and I got the account closed.
I don't say this to brag. I am only saying this so you know where I stand. I hate the abuse and violence of women. I have been attacked even by a young woman for it, that some women "ask for it" because of the way they dress. Just no.
---
I believe in women's rights, in a way that I neither share with the secular world nor any Christian I have met, those who I have met who share with are pretender Christians who make it up as they go along.
these days we have a few men that try to protect women Im a one of them too