Buzzed

I didn't sleep much last night,or any night during the summer month's.Always thinking about where I should go and show off my panty bulge. So I got up early,just after 6 am and pretty much looked at men,women and sex on XHamster all morning long when I got a phone call from my neighbor asking me to go out for drinks. We went out for some taco's and Margarita's. during our lunch I so wanted to tell him about my fetish in wearing panties but never did,but he's the one who saw my panties in the bathroom floor just a few weeks ago. I just need another guy who can be objective with me and J/O watching porn. He talked about this woman he used to see last year,but would pay her for sex,and how he couldn't get a hold of her anymore. He just needs a release, then he won't be thinking of her anymore. After lunch we came back to my house where he dropped me off and i went into the house alone,stripped off my clothes to reveal my panty I am still wearing for the day. I started back on XHamster but then saw that the sun was still out and went out side with the camera to take some pix.Most pix were with my panty pulled aside showing off my cock. I will make a post later for everyone to see. I took 135 pix in the 20 min I was outside.and most came out O.K. This was the 1st time outside this spring as we have been having cooler temps. Oh this would've been so much better if I had a "Friend" who also likes the same fetish I like. When I accept guys and (women) on here I do a check to see i they have any favorites worth checking out. That's how I decided who to make as friends or not. As I write you this short story my panty is filled with pee and jizz and has a distinct smell that turns me on. The weather has turned cloudy so even though I missed going to the lake today to see some bikini' but I feel good about being buzzed and only wearing panties and looking at some Hot movies on this site.Nothing to report,No cum session,No sex with a man I met,just being buzzed in the middle of the week and writing down my thoughts.